I was watching independent media, like Ben Shapiro and Tim Pool, leading up to the election. It seemed clear that Trump would win in a landslide.

Then the election happened and he lost. At first I rationalized it. It was really the media vs Trump, they had proven their ability to get people out during the BLM riots, so maybe they actually won.

Over the next few days the evidence began to mount. It became clear the whole thing was a fraud and would need to be overturned in the courts. Then, to my absolute shock, the courts squashed case after case until it couldn't be ignored. They were in on it. It was clear because the media loved every second of it, and I already knew to believe the opposite of whatever the media said.

I was desperate, trying to understand what was happening or how to fight back. I started posting on social media and getting vocal. Then Trump announced Jan 6th and I bought 5 hotel rooms, one for all the way to the 21st.

I invited everyone I knew and even hosted a few pedes. I felt confident that a strong show of numbers would give courage to our weak senators. I engaged in phone calls and social campaigns and watched as more and more support came in for Trump.

On the 6th, I went to the rally with a live streaming camera and a microphone as symbols of what I wanted to happen - a peaceful demonstration where truth and free speech won the day. I ended up taking footage of the event, I never went inside but was able to get everything at the back. Really amazing! As we left, I asked for news about the Senate. That's when I heard Pence might have betrayed us. I was crushed.

The next couple days felt so cold. It wasn't just media and judges, it was everyone. The politicians on both sides were colluding against us. They stole the election, they stole Georgia and the Senate, they were coming hard for patriots. I talked to my uncle who lives in DC, he was so angry with me and was considering turning me into the FBI. So was my cousin. Was I living through a communist revolution? Did we lose?

I almost bought tickets home, but I decided to push through my fear and stay in DC all the way to the 21st as originally intended. I started producing videos and posting on social media. I started taking to everyone, including my relatives. I found that many people believed the same thing I did, and that those who didn't were able to talk with me once I made peace and listened to them for a bit.

Now it's the 30th. Nothing happened. As expected.

I don't know if Trump is part of a shadow government or was paid off. I don't know if the military has a secret plan or if Q is playing for the good guys. I don't know if Biden is a puppet or if everything he does carries the full weight of the law and will come crashing down on our heads.

All I know is that I believe.

I believe patriots are standing up to tyranny and waking up fellow citizens every day.

I believe there are still good men and women in our government and our military.

I believe in Trump's character and the Melania would never support a communist or a weakling.

I believe Q has proved their legitimacy a hundred times and that they are truly on our side.

And most importantly, I believe we will win.

I'm awake now. I'm not afraid to speak my mind or discard the mask or stand up for what's right.

I may not have the power to change what's happening in our government. I'll have to trust Trump and the military to do those things for me.

But I have power to change my environment and the people in it. Moving forward, I'm going to behave as if we've already won.

No longer will I be reading this forum 20x a day hoping for some kind of validation. I won't be couch locked, trying to understand what's happening.

I plan on rejoining society. On building my business. On loving the people in my life. And standing up for what's right.

And I'm sure I'll check in from time to time. This is still one of the best news sources I've found.

So until next time, it's been an absolute pleasure and God bless. Cheers!