I know what you mean. I can feel myself drifting towards just tuning the whole thing out and going back to an anaesthetised state. The world is as it is and runs as it runs whether I know about it or not, whether I agree with it or not, whether I want it to or not. There’s no point watching for something coming really. As the saying goes, the watched pot never boils. I can feel an acceptance of the new normal seeping in.