I have been awake for 10 years now but it feels like my mental health from it is at it's worst right now. Like the title says I am having a hard time interacting with a lot of people in my day to day life especially being in a deep blue state (WA). Between the covid crap and knowing the truth about pedophilia I live in a completely different reality and world then the average person.
I don't wear my mask at big box stores most of the time. I do with my mom because she doesn't want to be harassed so I respect that. If it's just my Dad and I we go maskless together.
My aunt came to visit me with her new puppy the other day and was wearing two fucking masks. My aunt is a typical boomer normie. Since I wouldn't wear a mask she kept 6 feet away from me the entire time. She was telling me about this new movie with Tom Hanks in it and the entire time I was just thinking "Tom Hanks is a pedophile". Later she was talking about how she can't wait for my brother and I to get the vaccine, with all my will power I stopped myself from laughing.
Most women in my generation especially in the Seattle area are brain dead. A couple of months ago I was on a date with a woman who is a latina and she was saying how disappointed she was that so many latino's voted for Trump. I asked if she thought they were "racist" cause she claimed that she thinks Trump voters are racist. She says yes because they are white washed. I called the waiter over, paid my tab, told her I don't date racist pieces of shit like her and left.
Dating in general as a Trump voter in the Seattle area is hard. Every girl I have tried to date ends up being a NPC libtard. Then when they find out I am a Trump voter it's like they are disgusted with themselves for fucking a Trump voter. Yet we're the only ones they fuck anyways.
My coworkers are all brain dead too. I am in the beer industry which is really liberal for some reason. I work at a big brewery in the state so being outnumbered 20 to 1 I just don't talk about anything political and have to "act" normal. I listen to them talk shit about Trump all the time. I 100% believe that if I came out as a Trump voter they would find some BS reason to fire me.
I used to be a huge football fan. Haven't watched a game this year. If it weren't for the fact my coworkers talk about it I wouldn't even know that the Chiefs and Buccaneers were in the Super Bowl.
My friend group has shrunk to only the 3 friends that voted for Trump. Our high school friend group has been torn apart over the political scene. I also don't talk to half of my family anymore cause I can't deal with their woke bullshit.
I don't go on social media at all really anymore. I am tired of the media gaslighting and watching the sheep's stupid social media posts.
My tolerance for normies and NPC's is at a zero. I actually hate them more then the Cabal. Without their stupidity, narcissism and false sense of moral superiority the world wouldn't have to deal with the Cabal. I wish the Q team would just rip the band aid off. I don't care if normies and NPC's die from shock from the truth. They enabled this shit so fuck them. I understand everything is at stake here but god damn this burden is hard.
My drinking and pot smoking has gone up a lot with these fucking covid lockdowns and waiting for the plan to unfold. I have held the line for so long and am the most hardcore Trump supporter I know. Speaking of Covid lockdowns Jay Inslee let only the 3 largest counties in the state (all blue) open up. Purely political. He hates Red Eastern Washington and I doubt he'll let them open up anytime soon. I haven't gone to the gym or jiu jitsu/boxing in a year now and I miss it so much.
I am just fed up frens. Just fed up. I question my sanity often. Like I was talking to my brother on the phone and was asking him how the fuck do we see this for what it is and the normies/NPC's are complete sheep. How do we on this site see the truth and others can't? To me it seems to fucking obvious once you put some of the pieces together.
Thanks for reading this post. I needed to rant a bit sorry if I came off like a whiny bitch.
I'll continue to hold the line cause until we win I am not comfortable.
Thanks for writing it. I feel alone too. I have family in Seattle, and I'm in a liberal part of LA, and there seems no limit on the stupidity. It's hard to talk with folks since the narratives are so different, it's almost like a different world. Praying and fasting are very helpful to me, but it's a challenge to embark on that path if it's new. Exercise is useful for mental health, too. Feminism has ruined a lot of women, teaching them they can have everything without sacrifice ... us guys know it's fake, but many girls don't even know. That part totally sucks, even without the shadow world war trying to destroy our souls. Good women are out there, but my feeling is that the season for tinder is over, and maybe church is a better place to find someone. Not that it's a good season for church either, as they're all closed in my neck of the asphalt forest. You're not crazy. You're not alone. Hang in there. More will be waking up around you.
Hollywood checking in— it’s a mad house. My GF and I losing our minds here. We get verbally harassed just walking our dog outside our home for not wearing masks— constantly. BLM signs everywhere in peoples windows etc I always knew it was liberal here, but I never knew the level of idiocracy was so extreme until this stupid plandemic. People mainly kept to themselves politically before, you could ghost between it all easily for us, now it’s unavoidable.
Just wanted to add we’ve been going to Grace Chavalry in Chino Hills for a few weeks - WOW. Can’t believe we weren’t doing this all year!! FREEDOM. The pastor is Amazing, huge Trump supporter, indoor service with NO masks, and they even have a Recall Newson section in the foyer KEK we even brought our masks first time not sure what it was going to be like, and we walked in and saw no masks and just looked at each other and almost cried HAHAHA finally found a home here that is bold and brave in the face of tyranny. Check it out! It’s about a 45 min drive for us, but we’ve enjoyed doing it every Sunday to get out of our area, and we found a park with a small outdoor gym too that we stop on our way back for some exercise. Win win.
https://calvarycch.org/
Much love
I'm on the Westside ... sounds about the same. Stupidity enabled and empowered. But there's enough peoplejust barely holding the line without masks here that nobody's scolding me yet. I've gone to Grace Community Church in Sun Valley. It's beautiful just to be with lots of people with smiling maskless faces who have all chosen faith over fear. My first time at a mega-church, but I give them props for never caving in or closing. But I think I'll head to Chino this Sunday on your tip.
This sounds like Chicago— BLM signs everywhere and getting harassed on the street by lunatics if you don’t wear a mask. So glad I finally left.
People would walk out into traffic in the street to avoid us because we didn’t have masks on, it was hilarious.