Me too bud. Well in all of our defense the system is set up to keep us ignorant. We are stretched so thin with trying to " survive and play the by the rules " and make some semblance of a life there's little time for digging and red pilling. I doubt many of us looked at the truth and just denied it then went on with life w/ our head in the sand.

Many people live check to check. They are struggling to survive.

Then u have bread and circuses which are distractions, but are needed for many for a pressure relief valve.

Then there those that are too busy trying to take care of their kids they forget to actually pay attention to the bigger more important factor - their future world.