I'm really frustrated with myself for how slowly my mindset is changing. I still too readily believe what I am told. For instance, I just watched the Ashli Babbit debunk video last night. Even though I had major questions when I first saw it, like why there was no arterial blood loss if she was shot in the neck, and why the swat team didn't clear the scene and allow the paramedics in, and why they clumsily carried her down the stairs, I still believed the narrative?‍♀️ So frustrated.