I haven't watched mainstream media in a good decade 24m btw. Seeing this is actually some of the best HOPIUM I've had recently. 2021 is sinking its teeth into me hard. My relationship is failing, my family life isn't looking too great health wise, and my mental state is starting to slip again because of it. I wanna set everything down and walk with God even just for the secular purpose of partaking imo the greatest conduit a human has for peace and love in this vast dark vacuum. I would love to hook this up to the TV in my room and kick my bill gates spying device out on its ass. Waking up every morning to turn on a channel that spits fire in the name of Jeus Christ would be amazing honestly. These demons have a grip on me and I want free damnit. I wanna know the peace I knew as a child when my grandfather was here to look after me. An old school Louisiana farm boy who's brothers died in WW2. That man never said one thing racist or homophobic to my young mind along with never beating me upside the head with the Bible. I can't stop dreaming about the good ole days of coming home after church to a beautiful sunny Missouri afternoon to eat some chili dogs for lunch and go play the rest of the day long with the Glory of OUR God shining down on me. All I can say is I'm glad I had my Awakening before it was too late. The programming hit me hard as a young fatherless teen. I'm glad I know what I've truly had all along in this great country. I'll die to make sure that possibility of my childhood is preserved. WWG1WGA.
WWG1WGA your not alone, we understand, and we’re praying. Steadfast take those memories and keep looking forward, continue to fight the good fight! ☝️??????
I have times when I'd like to throw in the towel as well. You seem to have plenty of support here, so many good people that it's been my true pleasure to converse with and learn from in the past few weeks. You're definitely not alone - and if I may share, when I feel like giving up, I look at my son's face. And my daughter's. And my granddaughter's. And then I think of how they would feel if they lost me. And that's what stops me and reminds me that I could never forgive myself if I ever cause them that kind of pain. It's wonderful that you've found God - maybe it would help to speak with someone at your church? Perhaps a pastor or reverend? I wish you the best, and that you find peace... :) And I'll also ask you to hang in there, as we need as many patriots as possible to stick around right now...God Bless You :)
Isaiah 41:10 - So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
I haven't watched mainstream media in a good decade 24m btw. Seeing this is actually some of the best HOPIUM I've had recently. 2021 is sinking its teeth into me hard. My relationship is failing, my family life isn't looking too great health wise, and my mental state is starting to slip again because of it. I wanna set everything down and walk with God even just for the secular purpose of partaking imo the greatest conduit a human has for peace and love in this vast dark vacuum. I would love to hook this up to the TV in my room and kick my bill gates spying device out on its ass. Waking up every morning to turn on a channel that spits fire in the name of Jeus Christ would be amazing honestly. These demons have a grip on me and I want free damnit. I wanna know the peace I knew as a child when my grandfather was here to look after me. An old school Louisiana farm boy who's brothers died in WW2. That man never said one thing racist or homophobic to my young mind along with never beating me upside the head with the Bible. I can't stop dreaming about the good ole days of coming home after church to a beautiful sunny Missouri afternoon to eat some chili dogs for lunch and go play the rest of the day long with the Glory of OUR God shining down on me. All I can say is I'm glad I had my Awakening before it was too late. The programming hit me hard as a young fatherless teen. I'm glad I know what I've truly had all along in this great country. I'll die to make sure that possibility of my childhood is preserved. WWG1WGA.
Praying for you, brother. It's a right rough test. Trust in Him, you'll make it.
WWG1WGA your not alone, we understand, and we’re praying. Steadfast take those memories and keep looking forward, continue to fight the good fight! ☝️??????
I have times when I'd like to throw in the towel as well. You seem to have plenty of support here, so many good people that it's been my true pleasure to converse with and learn from in the past few weeks. You're definitely not alone - and if I may share, when I feel like giving up, I look at my son's face. And my daughter's. And my granddaughter's. And then I think of how they would feel if they lost me. And that's what stops me and reminds me that I could never forgive myself if I ever cause them that kind of pain. It's wonderful that you've found God - maybe it would help to speak with someone at your church? Perhaps a pastor or reverend? I wish you the best, and that you find peace... :) And I'll also ask you to hang in there, as we need as many patriots as possible to stick around right now...God Bless You :)
Thank you ❤ God Bless ✝️
Isaiah 41:10 - So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Here’s a small bit of harsh truth about relationships:
Relationships are not about LOVE, they’re about LEVERAGE.
Do with that information as you would like.
Not all of them are - but a disturbing number nevertheless.