Next, I am a cradle Catholic. After Vat II I became disillusioned. The depth of spirituality was gone. I went seeking in eastern religions and after a couple of decades I had a rocky return to Catholicism. I asked too many questions and recognized too many pagan elements that crept into the church and essentially annoyed a lot of people. I believe the sacraments hold redemption.
However, if it's not for you, find some good evangelicals. Find people who will pray with you and over you. Find those who work in the mission fields of their own backyards.
First of all, let's all pray for them right now.
Next, I am a cradle Catholic. After Vat II I became disillusioned. The depth of spirituality was gone. I went seeking in eastern religions and after a couple of decades I had a rocky return to Catholicism. I asked too many questions and recognized too many pagan elements that crept into the church and essentially annoyed a lot of people. I believe the sacraments hold redemption.
However, if it's not for you, find some good evangelicals. Find people who will pray with you and over you. Find those who work in the mission fields of their own backyards.
May God show you His light and truth.