Not sure if this is the right place to post but it ties into everything that's going on in the world and I need some help. I hope this post won't be deleted and I'll keep it as short as possible. This is my own personal experience.
I've had interest in psychedelics for a few years now and have dabbled because of my curiosity to understand the nature of consciousness. I heard of DMT 2 years ago from a friend who was experienced and it's been on my mind since. Long story short I tried low doses around the holidays and a month ago I went for a full breakthrough. For anyone who doesn't know it's when you take a high dose and wake up in another dimension. You are not inebriated and nothing is distorted. You literally wake up in the spirit world with no body, no memory but your ability to think is intact. It's hyper real, meaning it feels more real than this reality. Probably because it is. I won't go into too much detail but I basically got hypnotized and possessed by an entity/demon. I tried my best to rationalize it away as a "bad trip" and I had convinced myself to do it again even though it was the most frightening moment of my entire life, but this is when things started spilling over into the real world. The next time I drove after that incident, I hit an owl with my car and broke my grille. I have never hit a bird before in all my years of driving and this one suicided itself on my car.
Fast forward to last week, I was almost ready to muster up the courage to do it again because it was just a trip. Right? By a miraculous chance I ran across a random comment on a random youtube video I clicked on without even thinking. There was a guy that had the EXACT same experience I had with the EXACT same entity. That's the thing with DMT, many people across the world experience the same things and entities on it. Except I read thousands of trip reports and not once did I see something similar to mine until now. I was curious enough to get in touch with him. Well I did, he was across the world from me and we had a video chat. Not only did it try to trick him into a pact but when he refused he got attacked in the identical way I did. I was screaming for Christ to save me as soon as I met it so it never had the chance to try to deceive. In my case it just started to attack because it knew that I knew what it was. The messed up part? He told me that the day after he did it, he hit a bird. All the hair on my neck stood up as it started to sink in. I am convinced that was not just a "trip" anymore. He had more experiences like being told that his relative is there and that his uncle was a child molester. He found out the uncle molested his daughters later when he died, and the relative turned out to have died in the year he didn't speak to them. I got no way to prove what he said but from my own experiences with the substance I have no doubts it's true. After all this, I found out today that the person who told me about it and how great it is has had signs from beyond as well, even though he claims the entities aren't real. Life for me has been weird since I did it but I only have myself to blame. Less notable things have happened but that are not worth mentioning to keep this as short as possible.
How many coincidences and synchronicities before I believe? Well, that's about enough for me. No wonder the elites worship these things, they are real and terrifying. I'm done with all my experiments and I'm so glad that someone from above was watching me and warned me before going in again. This is a warning for anyone else who wants to play with this stuff. I really fucked up here, PLEASE pray for me!
EDIT: thank you all for the advice and support! This is why I posted my experience on the Q board, because of the amazing free thinkers that dwell here. Wwg1wga, nothing can stop what is coming for the evil in this world!
You don't have a body while in hyperspace. You are consciousness floating through space yet you can still feel things if something touches you. You forget you have a body, you forget that you took a drug, you have no memory, you have no idea who you are, you have no idea WHAT you are. But your thinking process in unaffected. You can turn and look at things and the objects stay in their proper spot, they don't follow your "head" movement. It's indistinguishable from reality, as far as you're concerned that IS reality. Always was and always will be. The rooms normally consist of perfect spinning fractal geometry although they seem to follow laws, just not any laws of physics we have here. Imagine being inside a torus where everything is constantly moving and morphing, everything is made up of checkerboard patterns and bright colors. Extremely detailed and intricate. The brightest colors you can possibly imagine. You're not using your eyes to see or your ears to hear, the experience is written straight to memory but in real time. That said it doesn't have to be a room, it doesn't have to be anything we've ever seen. Try to imagine the unimaginable. There are ambient sounds as well and in my case they were robotic, like being on board an alien craft. I guess the closest description would probably be found in alien abduction encounters. There's no other way to describe it other than more real than real. I remember trying to tell myself over and over "this isn't happening", except it was and I had zero control of the situation. It's some life changing, PTSD inducing shit.
If demons are real, God is real too. And saved my stupid ass from going back to that place by connecting me with someone that had the exact same experience followed by the same things happening afterwards in real life. Without that, I would have convinced myself it was just a "trip" and fell for the trap again. Not to mention as soon as I started begging Christ for help, the attacks ramped up until it kicked me out shortly after. This happened in about 5 minutes real time but felt like half an hour.
I should have mentioned in the first post that I did experience a demonic entity sober once when I was 6. I met this other kid's "imaginary friend" that he wanted to show me. It was a disembodied voice that moved around the room, felt extremely dark and powerful. Years later I heard that his parents had huge issues with him listening to voices that are "not real" telling him to do bad things, etc. Because I experienced that sort of presence in my past, when I woke up in hyperspace being stared down I knew exactly what it was. That's why I believe that it skipped the pleasantries of trying to deceive me and went straight for an attack. I already knew what it was. Anyway, I buried the childhood memory deep in my mind and pretended like it didn't happen. I almost believed it myself until this experience. Were it not for others confirming the other kid actually had issues with some demonic entity as well as a complete stranger having the EXACT same experience on DMT that I had, I would have made myself go in again. I'm not that young and I have had no mental issues in my life.
Both worlds existing at the same time is a real possibility. As far as their motivation goes, I feel like I have a target on my back. I have no idea why. Perhaps they tried preventing further awakening or didn't like the fact that I have good intentions in my heart?
The Grace and Mercy of JESUS CHRIST saved you for this ultimate realization! HE is giving you a chance to turn from this evil before you're lost forever!
Heed God's warning or be forever lost...evil is enticing. Do Not Go Back!