Is that something I really want to know? I’m getting nervous to look up anything I am unsure of anymore. I’m fairly new to learning about these sickos and a lot of what I’ve seen has made it hard to sleep as I have 6 precious children that would kill me to know they were abused or violated. I keep seeing MK ultra and I don’t know what it is but I’m worried about looking into it. Panda eyes is one thing I wish no one explained to me.
I won’t stay in the dark, I would love to go back to being ignorant but my conscience won’t allow that. It helps no one if I pretend it’s not happening, I just have to be careful or I may become overwhelmed and give up on life. I know it’s happening, I just don’t want to know all the horrible things in detail, don’t ever want to see the proof, I believe they are evil and believe because of what I’ve seen and read so far. I’ll help where I can but I know I have limits to what my soul can take to know.
I agree and totally understand, we need to pace ourselves. and sounds like your kids are younger, and I only have one under 10 at home, so I can retreat to my room after I learn something new if I need a break.
we all have different jobs in this fight...all of them valid as long as our aim is God and a better world:)
They are all still in school, oldest is 16 youngest is 7 but it’s my youngest that gets me the most. He is the most vulnerable and the absolute sweetest spirit I could ever hope for. He is pure joy wrapped up in a little body, special needs, been non verbal but getting his first words. The thought of someone hurting him let’s me for the first time feel like I could rip someone’s limbs off if they hurt him. My other kids I have always felt like a mama bear but it’s the sweetest little ones, the babies that anger me, and break my heart. Seeing the tiny ones with the black eyes. I couldn’t sleep the first time someone told me the reason behind them. I just pray now every day that God helps them and that those searching for them are protected and save as many as possible.
Is that something I really want to know? I’m getting nervous to look up anything I am unsure of anymore. I’m fairly new to learning about these sickos and a lot of what I’ve seen has made it hard to sleep as I have 6 precious children that would kill me to know they were abused or violated. I keep seeing MK ultra and I don’t know what it is but I’m worried about looking into it. Panda eyes is one thing I wish no one explained to me.
I don't blame you. the greatest cure and God and prayer. nothing is second to it. God bless fren.
Q does say the we can make the 'choice' to know.
I prefer knowing, and it's been extremely difficult. but I wouldn't go back to 'not' knowing, as it has given me confidence to keep fighting.
but that's just me, everyone needs to decide what they can handle, and go from there.
I won’t stay in the dark, I would love to go back to being ignorant but my conscience won’t allow that. It helps no one if I pretend it’s not happening, I just have to be careful or I may become overwhelmed and give up on life. I know it’s happening, I just don’t want to know all the horrible things in detail, don’t ever want to see the proof, I believe they are evil and believe because of what I’ve seen and read so far. I’ll help where I can but I know I have limits to what my soul can take to know.
I agree and totally understand, we need to pace ourselves. and sounds like your kids are younger, and I only have one under 10 at home, so I can retreat to my room after I learn something new if I need a break.
we all have different jobs in this fight...all of them valid as long as our aim is God and a better world:)
They are all still in school, oldest is 16 youngest is 7 but it’s my youngest that gets me the most. He is the most vulnerable and the absolute sweetest spirit I could ever hope for. He is pure joy wrapped up in a little body, special needs, been non verbal but getting his first words. The thought of someone hurting him let’s me for the first time feel like I could rip someone’s limbs off if they hurt him. My other kids I have always felt like a mama bear but it’s the sweetest little ones, the babies that anger me, and break my heart. Seeing the tiny ones with the black eyes. I couldn’t sleep the first time someone told me the reason behind them. I just pray now every day that God helps them and that those searching for them are protected and save as many as possible.