When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
I'm older ... it sounds Iike I was a lot like you back in the late 80s :-) ... I fucking hated high school. I was called lazy, unmotivated, and all other sorts of names by various "experts" when, in reality, I was bored out of my fucking mind. I wish I could have tested out at something like 16 and just started pursuing what I know I wanted to do since I was fucking 7 years old.
At home I'd have a blast on my computer doing all sorts of shit ... mainly programming, but also pissed around with hacking copy protection on games, dialing into BBSes. There were times I'd stay up all night making stuff which resulted in a missed day :-). I taught myself shit like basic trigonometry because I thought it was important for game programming.
Many of my friends were like me ... I see a lot of the humor on 4chan that reminds me of us at that time :-) ... we were certainly weapons grade autists. We were the shitposters of our town. We were the rejects that loved heavy metal, were often chased by cops for all sorts of petty bullshit, and made sure something like a "pep rally" had lots of shouts of "Megadeth", "Metallica", "Slayer", and "Kill Yourself".
The only difference between us and 4chan is that we fucking accepted anyone ... we never cared about shit like race ... in fact, most normies in our town were complete racist motherfuckers until MTV told them not to be that in the late 80s / early 90s when they started to run all of that anti-racism stuff (little did I know that was the deep state going full retard to divide us).
These days, I'll bet the cops in my hometown PRAY for the kind of "juvenile delinquents" they had back then ... we rarely fought, most of our pranks were completely harmless, and, unlike the normies that were praised for irrelevant shit like athletic nonsense (which, ironically, many in the group were good at that too, not me though :-) ), we didn't start ridiculous crap when drinking.
These days, most of us are redpilled. Most of us worked extra hard and wound up with good jobs. I don't think any of us got divorced. Most of us have kids that are doing well ... go back to 1989 and tell our fat fuck principal that and he'd roll his eyes (I ran into that ass when I was 30 ... was "shocked" to hear I earned an MSEE ... fucking thought I was lying ... he wasn't the kind of person that was a prick because he cared ... he was a prick because he was simply a tubby, lazy prick).
American high schools are not places where one receives an education ... they're basically generic institutions where the administration only cares about the number of people they push into college while not giving a flying fuck if the kids they are influencing actually want to go there. A big part of the reason our country is a fucking mess is thanks to these institutions run by white liberals.
I think once you live through an experience like American high school and are treated like a 3rd class citizen because you're 'different', you're bound to be a skeptic of centralized control. I think I'm mainly anti-white liberal authority ... I respect the rule of law, but only when the laws make sense ... the laws of an institution like American high school makes absolutely no fucking sense when it comes to an education, and to see them become part of the FedGov makes me angry :-) .
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So them being racist would have been preferrable to the multicultural hell that will be unleashed soon. You know its true. No one ever calls the Japanese racist. This concept of racism is a tool used on Western/Christian countries. They highjacked your empathy.
It seems to me the people who are racist have had bad interactions with people from other groups so they tell others. What is wrong with this? What is wrong with self preservation? No one said go out and hurt people for being different but being insular and criticizing the behaviors of others, within and without of your social circle, is natural. These are ways we build defenses.
What looked like "complete racist motherfuckers" to you was self preservation and you've been programmed by MASON-TV to turn on your own.
Enjoy your multicultural shit holes. I bet you won't even live in one but you egged on the propaganda over the years. Way to go. Make a mess and refuse to clean it up, huh?
Fucking come on man ... really?
I'm cracking up at you thinking I egged on propaganda, had my empathy hijacked, or made a mess I wouldn't clean up. You're 100% wrong.
I lived in a town where they burned crosses and chased black families away just because they were black. I didn't see it myself as I was too young when it happened throughout the 1970s. The town is a middle class rust belt town and was predominantly union Democrat. Any families moving into the town worked hard ... they weren't chasing away freeloaders ... they attacked them for absolutely no fucking reason other than being black.
That kind of behavior isn't self preservation. They are, in every sense of the words, "complete racist motherfuckers". They weren't trying to protect anyone. It was nothing more than bullshit, childlike displays of power by people that are insecure nothings outside of their little realm.
When these scumbags weren't playing KKK for kicks, they were harassing anyone that wasn't "normal". By the time I became a teenager, I fell into that category. When they didn't have boogeymen like a black family to harass, they turned their attention to people like myself. I hated shit like high school football and "ra ra school spirit" ... that pretty much made me a degenerate in their eyes. I rarely watched TV to keep up to date with modern fads, had long hair because it pissed them off, and preferred heavy metal to shit on the radio. All of that was a massive no-no in that town.
Contrary to what you believe, many blacks, asians, hispanics, you name it, are 100% American while your typical cunt, white liberals and their forefathers in the KKK are anything but that. Are you suggesting to me that I should not associate with a redpilled black or asian person but associate with white liberals? Fuck that. I'd rather redpill the other races. White liberals make me physically ill anymore. Believe it or not, many of these redpilled "minorities" (a term racist in and of itself) are as sick and fucking tired of this bullshit as anyone else in this country and know exactly where the root of the evil lies.
Those 'multicultural' and 'diversity' problems you describe are the result of liberal fearmongering and their little scams they have running with entities like the Catholic Church. They import people here if they're not coming in illegally. I won't call them immigrants since they are taught to have no desire to integrate into society and become Americans.
Catholic pews are empty due to things like the Pope being a fucking Communist degenerate and their endless excuses for their priests that rape kids. These imports are a dream come true for them since they can tell them whatever they want and they'll believe it. Since they're discouraged from learning English and integrating, they can't talk to people and learn the facts. They're here mainly to be political weapons owned by the left that kick a little money to the church. That's how Americans are losing control of the culture. It has absolutely NOTHING to do with calling out actual, real, genuine racism against red blooded Americans.
Your as in the royal you not me specifically right?
Because I'm a second generation American. My grandpa fled Hungary because of Communism.
I'm familiar with the KKK/Freemasonry as it was vehemently anti-Catholic.
"Your as in the royal you not me specifically right?"
Royal you :-) ... not you specifically ... I think we are on the same page ... I simply need to improve my writing skills :-).
OHHHHHHH DEMOCRATS
Excuse me. I apologize. I thought you were amongst conservative Catholics. I had a hard time imagining they were THAT racist. But living amongst white democrats? That's the WASP establishment. Yeah, I can believe that.
Like we don't know? That's the infiltration we're trying to get rid of. You know, the stuff Vigano talks about in his letters...that Q posted....several times.
The Enlightenment brought to the USA by the WASP is exactly why you experienced what you say.
The Catholic church was AGAINST this until the WASP families decided they didn't NEED a Pope.
Go figure. Everyone flees. Freemasons waltz right in like they've been planning to do for centuries.
No wonder there's a Communist Pope. Freemasons got their way. KKK/racist WASP/Freemasons/Protestantism is as American as apple pie. The Catholic church fought this but WASP turned their back on the church.
Now USA gets to reap what it sowed. Enjoy your MTV!
"Enjoy your MTV!"
Maybe I should clarify my MTV quip :-) ...
I never cared what people looked like. The townsfolk did up until MTV started running all of that "free your mind" anti-racism shit right around 1990. It took that ad campaign for them to stop acting like assholes towards good people. Pop fucking culture commercials. That single experience is why I know TV is used as a brainwashing box to control idiots and that my thoughts on it are not some "conspiracy theory".
I hated MTV for the most part ... I didn't mind the music/videos, but almost all of their talking heads were fucking annoying. Not even a year into that ad campaign, the idiots would scold you for things like "criticising ghetto culture" or thinking that rap music was garbage (that was the new racism).
As far as the Catholic Church goes ... I'll be back if it ever becomes what I know it used to be. Until then, I look at is as a possessed entity working against mankind.