When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
"Enjoy your MTV!"
Maybe I should clarify my MTV quip :-) ...
I never cared what people looked like. The townsfolk did up until MTV started running all of that "free your mind" anti-racism shit right around 1990. It took that ad campaign for them to stop acting like assholes towards good people. Pop fucking culture commercials. That single experience is why I know TV is used as a brainwashing box to control idiots and that my thoughts on it are not some "conspiracy theory".
I hated MTV for the most part ... I didn't mind the music/videos, but almost all of their talking heads were fucking annoying. Not even a year into that ad campaign, the idiots would scold you for things like "criticising ghetto culture" or thinking that rap music was garbage (that was the new racism).
As far as the Catholic Church goes ... I'll be back if it ever becomes what I know it used to be. Until then, I look at is as a possessed entity working against mankind.
Your post reminded me of a couple things:
They were trying to make a generation of diabolical narcissists - https://youtu.be/X4dtcwv5dPM?t=8183
I time-tamped it for the specific relevant information but the whole talk is really good.
https://www.youtube.com/c/SensusFidelium/videos
You might like this channel.
Use the search feature to look for videos on that channel about Freemasonry, Enlightenment, USA's Freemasonic beginnings, Revolutionary spirit, French Revolution (good one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQsEJtJEwEk), etc. All the way to modern day Pope and what you're seeing on TV and being horrified by. Like I said, Q posted a few Vigano letters. That should be a signal to people that a remnant of the church is aware of the Communist Pope and the agenda at play. You don't think some of these Catholics are trying to fight back? Yet Freemasonry puts out its anti-Catholic propaganda using the media...you know, the same people who control what goes on MTV?
Are you open to information?
There is a stronghold of what it used to be! I am in the midst of joining a FSSP. They do not wear masks. They do the pre-Vatican 2 mass. They know about the Freemasonic/Enlightenment infiltration. There's a lot of these Catholics. I'm telling ya! Look for a Traditional Latin Mass Parish. I live in a VERY VERY VERY liberal town...and even we have a TLM parish.
Godspeed to you. I apologize for making an assumption about your original post. My grandparents, being immigrants, were targets of the WASP/Protestant establishment. You and I are on the same page now that I understand better. Although I still stand by my statement that regular people are made to feel racist for preserving their culture or just self preservation. You mentioned you've spent time on the chans so you're probably familiar with the phenomenon I'm talking about.
Take care.