It is the same for me. The world as it has been constructed no longer holds any luster, but for me it began when I was about 12. I was watching President Nixon give a speech, and right afterwards a TV anchorman gave a recap, and it wasn't what Nixon said. I never trusted that the news media was telling me the whole truth after that. Now I can't even watch movies with certain stars in them because it makes me feel sick in light of what I know about them. It doesn't feel like a loss to me. I am quite happy to chuck it all into the trash. Something has changed. There is nothing I desire on this earth so much that losing it will make me feel sad for very long. My eyes are fixed upon what is to come, in this life and in the next. I hope for, pray for, and work for justice, trying to awaken whomever I can to the truth they have not been told. A great many people in this beleaguered country (U.S.A.) are certainly wicked, selfish, and mean, but the majority didn't vote for that to continue. What we voted for was blatantly stolen from us, and I believe God is coming with recompense. Because of this I also believe it is a dangerous time to stretch one's neck up in arrogance, to raise a fist in the air, or to promote a lie; but I am confident that those who hide themselves in the Almighty with humility of conscience will see the whirlwind pass before their eyes and take no harm. This is not something that will occur tomorrow. This is happening now, and the ones who have been crying for social justice may not be happy when they get justice, for it will be more justice than they desire. The judgment of the Almighty is absolute, based upon truth, and no amount of wealth, power, or influence will impact upon His decisions. Only the truth of what someone has done will matter. The time for people to considered their ways is now, before it is too late to settle the case out of court.