I have been awake for 10 years but after discovering Q I feel like I have grown spiritually and just detached from mainstream society. Q is just different then what I knew in the past. The magnitude of our situation has made me just realize how superficial and fake mainstream society and culture is.
I used to be a big football fan. College and pro. I couldn't give less of a fuck about it now. I don't care about any sportsball now. Occasionally I'll watch some UFC and that's it.
Used to browse social media. Haven't been on Facebook for months now. Barley ever on Instagram. I used to post on snapchat a lot. Don't at all anymore. I still snap my actual friends but I don't look at stories or anything.
I used to be kind of a "chad" I hate using that term cause it makes me sound like a douche but I don't care about casual sex at all anymore. Have had opportunities to get laid I just don't care. It's just meaningless.
I don't even care about dating anymore. I have tried but trying to be in their fake world is impossible. Knowing what I know now it's like I am from another planet. This is truly a war for people's minds and souls. They talk about a new movie or show and I have no idea what they are talking about nor do I care. I don't know anything about new music either. Most of it is garbage and for the simple minded.
Not to sound like an arrogant asshole but it seems like many of us have outgrown normies and mainstream society. I feel like Neo in the Matrix every day trying to blend in with people who are human but in a completely different reality then me. I don't relate to them anymore and I only care about things that have a deeper meaning nowadays. Sometimes I have wondered if I am insane from all of this.
I just in many ways feel like a completely different person then I was before Q.
I was rudely awakened after the steal, then discovered Q not long after.
I quit FB (not that I used it much before), Instagram (I liked that one), Twitter (had a personal account and an old work account but never really got into it), and Netflix. I would have quit Amazon but it renewed just after my quitting-everything spree, so I am going to keep it for another year and in the meantime I am planning to return anything I am not totally satisfied with, as opposed to just keeping it like I used to. I am finding YT the hardest to totally disengage from.
I have worked in the tech industry for most of my career, but I would quit my job if they said that I had to get the vaccine.
I was never a Hollywood-idol worshipper, but now I cannot watch some movies if certain actors (who I might have actually liked before) are in it, knowing what POSs they are in real life.
I feel like my eyes have been opened. It isn't necessarily a good thing or bad thing, just another step in my development, but I have to admit that I do feel like some type of innocence was lost - oh well.
I know not everything happens according to my own personal timeline, and I can't help but recall that scene from 'Ten Commandments' when Charlton Heston as Moses is in the mud pit and holds a dying old man who says that he had asked his god that he would be able to gaze upon the face of the savior before he died.
It is really humbling to hear the stories from people who have been awake for so long and known about Q since the beginning, I think I would be going nuts if I was in their position. Like others have said though, we are so used to instant gratification nowadays.
Thanks for posting this question, @pnwhomebrewer, to let us vent and share our stories ?