I have been awake for 10 years but after discovering Q I feel like I have grown spiritually and just detached from mainstream society. Q is just different then what I knew in the past. The magnitude of our situation has made me just realize how superficial and fake mainstream society and culture is.
I used to be a big football fan. College and pro. I couldn't give less of a fuck about it now. I don't care about any sportsball now. Occasionally I'll watch some UFC and that's it.
Used to browse social media. Haven't been on Facebook for months now. Barley ever on Instagram. I used to post on snapchat a lot. Don't at all anymore. I still snap my actual friends but I don't look at stories or anything.
I used to be kind of a "chad" I hate using that term cause it makes me sound like a douche but I don't care about casual sex at all anymore. Have had opportunities to get laid I just don't care. It's just meaningless.
I don't even care about dating anymore. I have tried but trying to be in their fake world is impossible. Knowing what I know now it's like I am from another planet. This is truly a war for people's minds and souls. They talk about a new movie or show and I have no idea what they are talking about nor do I care. I don't know anything about new music either. Most of it is garbage and for the simple minded.
Not to sound like an arrogant asshole but it seems like many of us have outgrown normies and mainstream society. I feel like Neo in the Matrix every day trying to blend in with people who are human but in a completely different reality then me. I don't relate to them anymore and I only care about things that have a deeper meaning nowadays. Sometimes I have wondered if I am insane from all of this.
I just in many ways feel like a completely different person then I was before Q.
I don't feel my old self has died, but I understand what you mean. I am very fortunate that my husband has been on this journey with me and sees what is going on. We are both very aware and it's mind numbing being around normies who only talk about the virus and vaccine. It's scary, really.
I feel like this is my purpose in life. To be there for the normies I love when the shit really hits. I've always been employed and make decent money, but I've never felt a calling for anything until Q started posting. This is it. I've been following from the beginning and know God has sent me to be here, now.
Put on your armor fren, we are the front line. And it's going to be glorious. NCSWIC WWG1WGA
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Me too it feels like God choose us. Especially people like me who were kind of pieces of shit in the past lol. God seems to like men and women with a past to spread his message and be his fiercest soldiers. I mean look at Trump, Trump was a total womanizer and now he is the face of this movement.
You are right. Look at David. And yes, you have moved into the phase where you realize most of what we've known in life in terms of culture is not only meaningless, it's disgusting, moronic, choose your own adjective. I do believe God is using this movement as a spiritual awakening to give people the most important redpill of all -- Him!
Amen!