I have been awake for 10 years but after discovering Q I feel like I have grown spiritually and just detached from mainstream society. Q is just different then what I knew in the past. The magnitude of our situation has made me just realize how superficial and fake mainstream society and culture is.
I used to be a big football fan. College and pro. I couldn't give less of a fuck about it now. I don't care about any sportsball now. Occasionally I'll watch some UFC and that's it.
Used to browse social media. Haven't been on Facebook for months now. Barley ever on Instagram. I used to post on snapchat a lot. Don't at all anymore. I still snap my actual friends but I don't look at stories or anything.
I used to be kind of a "chad" I hate using that term cause it makes me sound like a douche but I don't care about casual sex at all anymore. Have had opportunities to get laid I just don't care. It's just meaningless.
I don't even care about dating anymore. I have tried but trying to be in their fake world is impossible. Knowing what I know now it's like I am from another planet. This is truly a war for people's minds and souls. They talk about a new movie or show and I have no idea what they are talking about nor do I care. I don't know anything about new music either. Most of it is garbage and for the simple minded.
Not to sound like an arrogant asshole but it seems like many of us have outgrown normies and mainstream society. I feel like Neo in the Matrix every day trying to blend in with people who are human but in a completely different reality then me. I don't relate to them anymore and I only care about things that have a deeper meaning nowadays. Sometimes I have wondered if I am insane from all of this.
I just in many ways feel like a completely different person then I was before Q.
I feel the same way and look at the world the same way as you do now. Your point by point almost mimics my experience. I am a different person, and I feel like I'm inhabiting a higher energy field of some sort and it is extremely hard to have conversations with the brainwashed.
The final straw for me was this scamdemic. I've been awake through stages over the last 15-20 years. By 2018 I was already 90% off social media and have had no cable for several years, but March 2020 was when I decided I could no longer partake in their illusion or actively try to persuade others to come to our side. I have enough trouble keeping peeps on our team from falling apart. I have been (and will continue to be) a helping hand if God gives me a sign, but that is a case by case basis.
I always felt Q found us and not the other way around. I do try to say aloud the Armor of God prayer every day to keep my wits. Thanks for your post; it demonstrates once again that we are not alone!