I have gone from in denial and disbelief to shock and defeat because I also cannot accept why Trump is pushing this vaccine and I cannot believe at this moment that Trump is willing to kill us.

Your belief is right. Let me shed some light for you:

You have to understand that people are so demoralized, and under heavy amounts of propaganda, the likes of which we have never seen before.

https://youtu.be/IQPsKvG6WMI

The only way to wake people up to the horrors of the medical industry was to approve the vaccine. This plan is two-fold, as it also crushes the cabals plan to keep us locked down for multiple years on some bullshit virus, and provides an option for people in emergency situations. This saves the economy from being crushed by a virus with a 90+% survival rate.

An important thing to remember: Trump is not a scientist. He did not "create" or "engineer" the vaccine, but merely cut the red tape to deploy it for emergency use only. Since its in an "emergency use only" status, we are only allowed to accept it on our own accord. Which is why the medical industry has the aggressive push to get everyone vaccinated. More people = more test subjects, therefore better statistics.

We can't be sure how much Trump was lied to by cabal backed cronies in this process. (Keep in mind Mike Pence and Fauci were in charge of the covid taskforce.)

Trump also knows that his supporters will resist something that hasn't been through proper testing, whether you were previously anti-vaxx or just a person who does their homework.

I had a liberal tell me the other day "If Trump told all his supporters to go take it. They'd do it."

Me: "He did. It was on Fox."

Lib: "Oh, well I don't watch Fox."

Could you imagine the witch hunt if Trump didn't say "go take it"?

I think when you put all this info together, it makes sense why we're seeing what we are seeing. Trump isn't trying to kill us.