This is just a plea in case there is anyone of consequence reading these boards and trying to gauge the mood in the field. I am sure there are others out there feeling this way.
In a conventional war, there is horror and devastation. But it is visible. People pull together as a community to recover. It is tragic, but it is also a shared sacrifice, a way of bonding. This war is different. Far from pulling people together, it is tearing everyone apart. Those who are afraid simply beat up the victims as a way of trying to escape their own fears. Rather than creating a strong community that can recover, it is creating a literal hell on earth.
All I have heard is "the best is yet to come", but never anywhere has anyone, Trump or Q, provided a clear vision of what is "the best". What are we even fighting for? I only know what we are fighting against. Even if we win, the old economy is dead. What is the new vision?
Some people think it is NESARA, but Q never mentions this. Not even once. And frankly, the new physics that NESARA speaks about is impossible to believe. There is not a single, factual piece of supporting evidence for it. Just wild rumors. And are the financial aspects even going to be anonymous? If not, who is going to control which transactions are allowed, and which one are considered illegal? And how can I believe any kind of digital monitoring of transactions won't eventually end in tyranny?
Every day that this goes on, I slide deeper into debt. Without open borders and easy international travel, I no longer have an income. My credit cards are maxed. I can't pay my mortgage. I have no visibility into the future. Everyone is stressed. There is nothing but blame to go around. Not to mention my family, usually a support structure, thinks I am bat shit crazy. But I can't unlearn what I know.
Please. End this or at least go kinetic. Just do something HIGHLY visible. Bring WWIII to the surface. This kind of torture is so much worse than falling bombs or nuclear annihilation. Especially when we don't even know what we are actually fighting for...only the horrors of what we are fighting against.
Civil war would be a blessing right now, and an escape.
I see the opposite happening. I see people coming together just as strongly as a kinetic war. I know some of my relationships have become much stronger in the past year, due to a shared resolve to not let this planet become a Satanic paradise, and We The People become a slave caste.
I also have quite a few relationships that have become strained, some of them possibly irrevocably broken. In the current war however, there is still hope for those relationships. More people are waking up all the time. In a kinetic war we would be killing each other. All those currently "strained" relationships would become actual battles to the death. I prefer the current way.
We The People.
We are working towards an enlightenment: a realization of our true history, and what we are capable of as a species. In all recorded history we have always been slaves to a hidden master, subjugated to their whims and controls, without even knowing it. Now we know it, and more come to that realization every single day: AND NO ONE goes the other direction. Its a one way battle. Every victory is a forever victory. Eventually we will win this war of attrition. Once they have no army left they automatically lose. Every battle (election, covid, vaccines, Biden, etc.) gains converts (a lot of them). It's rough on those of us already on the Awakened side, but its not as rough as killing our coworkers, or friends, or spouses, or parents, or siblings, or children would be.
There are two versions of NESARA. There's the real version, which is a bill from the 1990's, and there's the woo woo version. Ignore the woo woo version. I don't know where it came from. I don't care if its true. It's atm ludicrous, even if it has veracity (not saying it does).
But regardless of what economic future we will have, trust that we will have one that provides more opportunity for the masses than we have ever had before. Even if there is no plan, then we will create one, because this is We The People's planet. Its up to US.
This is rougher on some than others. I am sorry you are going through this right now. I am going through it as well, though it may not be as pronounced as you and others are experiencing. I have gone through it before though, full on devastation. More than once actually. It's easy to blame our woes on the world around us. Even if its 100% true, it doesn't mean that the act of blaming, or lashing out at an unfair world is the best path forward. We are not powerless. We humans have tremendous capacity to adapt. It is difficult to see opportunity, but self assessing our real needs, and separating them from what we think we need can be very freeing and provide paths of opportunity that were previously hidden.
That may not be very useful advice, but its the best I've got atm.