This is just a plea in case there is anyone of consequence reading these boards and trying to gauge the mood in the field. I am sure there are others out there feeling this way.

In a conventional war, there is horror and devastation. But it is visible. People pull together as a community to recover. It is tragic, but it is also a shared sacrifice, a way of bonding. This war is different. Far from pulling people together, it is tearing everyone apart. Those who are afraid simply beat up the victims as a way of trying to escape their own fears. Rather than creating a strong community that can recover, it is creating a literal hell on earth.

All I have heard is "the best is yet to come", but never anywhere has anyone, Trump or Q, provided a clear vision of what is "the best". What are we even fighting for? I only know what we are fighting against. Even if we win, the old economy is dead. What is the new vision?

Some people think it is NESARA, but Q never mentions this. Not even once. And frankly, the new physics that NESARA speaks about is impossible to believe. There is not a single, factual piece of supporting evidence for it. Just wild rumors. And are the financial aspects even going to be anonymous? If not, who is going to control which transactions are allowed, and which one are considered illegal? And how can I believe any kind of digital monitoring of transactions won't eventually end in tyranny?

Every day that this goes on, I slide deeper into debt. Without open borders and easy international travel, I no longer have an income. My credit cards are maxed. I can't pay my mortgage. I have no visibility into the future. Everyone is stressed. There is nothing but blame to go around. Not to mention my family, usually a support structure, thinks I am bat shit crazy. But I can't unlearn what I know.

Please. End this or at least go kinetic. Just do something HIGHLY visible. Bring WWIII to the surface. This kind of torture is so much worse than falling bombs or nuclear annihilation. Especially when we don't even know what we are actually fighting for...only the horrors of what we are fighting against.

Civil war would be a blessing right now, and an escape.