To be honest I will be not be patching up many of my previous relationships with friends and family. After being labelled every nasty trope they could use to bring shame on me for believing in what I believe in. I was perfectly correct about everything I have communicated for years and they still try to antagonize and ridicule. I have had family members flat out not invite me to outings (I spent my bday, Christmas and New Years eve alone, which is all in December) and have yet to have anyone apologize for so. I am not a child and not being acknowledged during the holidays is something I can deal with. But, in my point of view I would have never treated them in such a way for their beliefs. There is a double standard in this world where some of us can be treated like ass for our beliefs but we have to be accepting of their craziness.

A little of a rant but I am disgusted by many I know and even though I am Christian and should be looking for a positive outlook. The line has been crossed. I am my own man and to be honest my life is way less dramatic and complicated without most of them.