Well friend, I was an atheist for a long time. I'm 36 years old and only recently let God into my life, this past February to be more precise. I denied him so many times throughout the years and it was only after learning and seeing how devoted these satanists are to their "god" that I started to think that maybe I was wrong. I remember sitting at my computer and saying out loud to myself "if these people are so convinced the devil is real, maybe God is too?" Now, I didn't have a single person in my life who was a believer, except the patriots I follow through this movement. One of them is MonkeyWorx, I've been following his sit rep videos for a while but I never watched any of the "religious" videos he put out. But as I started to question my atheist beliefs, my curiosity led me to watch one of his "monkey minute" videos. If you haven't seen these videos, they highlight current events as they could relate to end time prophesy and they always end in him sharing the 3 steps to salvation. A week or so went by and at the end of his video he starts to repeat these 3 steps, but this time was different, I wasn't watching, I was participating. I admitted out loud that I was a sinner, I repented of my sins and asked Jesus to be my personal lord and savior. What happened next, I struggle to find words to describe. In an instant, I was filled with an energy through my entire body, from the tips of my toes to the top of my head. It felt like fire, like an electricity passing through me, like pins and needles all over but not painful. It completely consumed me and I broke out in tears and sobbed like a little girl. Tears were everywhere brother and I'm not ashamed to admit it. Although I struggle to find the words that fully describe what happened to me that night, the experience was undeniable and unforgettable. In an instant, I was changed. In an instant my whole life changed. In an instant I went from being a bitter, angry and depressed person to something completely different, my life will never be the same. Before this I thought I was awake, but I tell you now, accepting Jesus is the biggest red pill of all.

I can tell by what you say that your eyes are open, I believe you've been called also. Jesus died for our sins, the wages for sin is death but he bore our punishment. He paid the price for us by dying up on that cross. He offers us the gift of salvation, all you have to do is accept it. I pray that you do.