Jesus is the cure for that. Literally the place to turn when there's no other or earthly answer. And once those scales truly fall away from your eyes and you're seeing the true evil in our would, there's only one answer and antidote to that, too. Start digging into the Bible with the same fervor as these rabbit holes and you will, I have no doubt, prove it to yourself that I'm right.
If you're already aware of Jesus, might I suggest a book like Experiencing God from Henry Black a by to bring you closer to Him and help with those feelings.
It isn't only that there's a plan to ruin the world that most of us were blind to. There's also a plan to save us all (beyond and before Q).
I'm going to pray for you. My husband is similar although he was raised more pagan/baal worshipping than atheist. His mother came to our church wearing pentagrams. It can be hard, even when God is seeking you, to rest in Him. And believe me, He is seeking you!
If you want to explore prayer or just know more about me and how I believe since I'm sort of preaching at you, you can check out my prayer blog and telegram channel here:
https://t.me/gratefulwife
And please take that as sincere reaching out to pray together and not self promotion. This is not something I make money on, or seek to, and the telegram and linked prayer blog are maybe more of a spiritual journal than anything else.
Jesus is the cure for that. Literally the place to turn when there's no other or earthly answer. And once those scales truly fall away from your eyes and you're seeing the true evil in our would, there's only one answer and antidote to that, too. Start digging into the Bible with the same fervor as these rabbit holes and you will, I have no doubt, prove it to yourself that I'm right. If you're already aware of Jesus, might I suggest a book like Experiencing God from Henry Black a by to bring you closer to Him and help with those feelings. It isn't only that there's a plan to ruin the world that most of us were blind to. There's also a plan to save us all (beyond and before Q).
I'm going to pray for you. My husband is similar although he was raised more pagan/baal worshipping than atheist. His mother came to our church wearing pentagrams. It can be hard, even when God is seeking you, to rest in Him. And believe me, He is seeking you! If you want to explore prayer or just know more about me and how I believe since I'm sort of preaching at you, you can check out my prayer blog and telegram channel here: https://t.me/gratefulwife And please take that as sincere reaching out to pray together and not self promotion. This is not something I make money on, or seek to, and the telegram and linked prayer blog are maybe more of a spiritual journal than anything else.