Hi everyone,
I'm looking for some tips re: how to have a close, connected relationship with my wife who's asleep. We have been drifting further apart since I started waking up since November. Do any of you have a GOOD STRONG CONNNECTED relationship with your spouse who's asleep? Any tips?
I'm not looking for tips on how to wake her up because often my attempts to red-pill has caused even more disconnect. I'm looking for tips for how to have a GOOD STRONG CONNECTED relationship despite the awake vs. asleep difference.
For context of our difference, my wife was double-vaxxed ASAP and disregards my conclusions about anything when people in authoritative positions say otherwise. We're both Christians, but it's different now. I think I was spiritually woken up and I see the world differently. She's asleep and not interested in waking up and I feel like she wants me to fall back asleep in order to connect. Problem is.. I don't want to go back to sleep. Any tips are appreciated!
One time I gave my girlfriend a little bit of redpill about the cabal and it gave her horrifying nightmares that night. She's a very kind and compassionate soul I just don't think she's capable of emotionally handling that much information at once. She doesn't comprehend that people are capable of committing such horrors. Nowadays I don't really bother with going into too much details about stuff I know and the decisions I make, I just tell her to trust my guts and she usually just goes along with it. She's still 100% supportive of everything I do but there is just no way she is capable of dealing with knowing all the stuff I know. As men we just have to accept that during tough times we have to shoulder all the burden, even if our wives and kids don't fully understand what we're going through. Remember tough times create strong men.
Part of me wishes I was unaware that people are capable of committing heinous acts and worse so, that it is so prevalent in our society.
It becomes impossible to unsee or unhear the atrocities.