I tapped into many things initially. But then I tapped into what I can only describe as kids suffering - its not the images but I felt it. I cant describe the effect it had on me. I do feel ashamed that I let it affect me so much, but after that I just couldn't get that concentration or focus as I used to before that. I do understand the love for everything. My own personal journey even before 2020 lead me to that place and I could see the parallel in that and what happened in 2020 on a global level. So I kinda drew that parallel of "love everything" in my personal life and in the World altogether.

Unfortunately, after I tapped into that, my peacefulness has been disturbed. I just get that feeling of "love everything and everybody" anymore, because the images of the people who are okay with this stuff, either knowingly or unknowingly comes to my mind, and I think its making it hard to bring back that feeling of loving everything. I will get there. But I deep deep down that it wont happen until Awakening happens.