So a little about me, I grew up Christian... then in my mid 20s and 30s I lost it completely. Started watching Dawkins, Hitchens... all those types, thought it was really cool to rag on Christians. I started to turn away from atheism right before Trump became president, because I noticed that atheists don't rag on Islam or ANY of the other religions that have a God/gods. When I would post anti-Islamic memes, I was told to take my racism and bigotry somewhere else.... which really opened my eyes to not only what most American atheists think, but also to how shit the left is in general.
A friend shared this video with me... it's LONG... really long, but it scared me, it put so much into perspective on what is happening now. There are parts of it I still don't fully believe or trust... and it's still hard for me to believe in a God watching over us at all times... but I'm coming around on that also, specially after this video.
I found a rumble link for it below, idk it's pretty eye opening. Not sure how Trump fits into it all, I can think of a few ways, some good, some bad, but it's worth a watch if you have the time.
https://rumble.com/vkwnme-secret-world-of-the-33rd-degree-satanic-freemasons.html
Good video.