I’m at my wits end. Daughter #2 had both jabs back in April, (I posted she was having heart palpitations and other issues) and it was discovered she now has stomach/digestion issues that need medication to control. (Coincidence? Maybe) Daughter #3 got both jabs back in March and got the all over body rash. She has twins (who I was forbidden to see for months since this all started because I refused the jab and masking) who the past month both had some prolong high fever and cold of which she has no idea what it was. After coming back this week from a vacation with extended in law family, (all of whom were vaccinated), sent me a text saying I can’t visit for a while. Seems 5 of those vaccinated family members got Covid. She was going to get her and husband and toddlers tested. YET she still is convinced the vaccine is worth it. Saying her symptoms would be worst. I tried to convince her otherwise, calmly, but these discussions always turn to fights. Yesterday Daughter #4 (my baby girl) told me my grandson (11) has to start wearing masks in school again. I was fretting over that bs, trying to think I could fight it, when she dropped the ultimate bomb. She is 4 months pregnant with my grandson, her husband (who is British) is paralyzed (both Trump fans and always were against the mask stuff.) Yet now she says she wants to get the shot once she turns 6 months (supposedly it’s safe then). Her husband, who got the first shot on insistence from his doctor, would be getting the second. He can’t travel home to England unless he does. My God I was so stunned. Said she didn’t want to get sick. I told her we had a natural immunity (as we have known Daughter #3 gave us all that crap back in March 2020, when she and her husband returned from a trip in Europe before it was big news). I told her to please wait as more and more was coming out every day about that damn damn DAMN vaccine. I’ve sent her and her husband tons of links, although she said she’s done her research. She says I sound like a conspiracy theorist.

This crap is depressing me to no end. As a mother (and I’m sure also those of you who are fathers) it is so damn hard to see children doing things that can harm them and/or your grandchildren. I pray that this crap all ends soon. I am so tired of these propaganda news agencies, bought doctors, lying politicians.