Hi, I'm sorry that you took my statement to heart. I've read all of your comments here. I was an atheist once with some of your exact concerns. What lead me to Christ was an interest in claims of Bible prophecy being fulfilled. When I learned that in Daniel that there was a prophecy that predicted the exact day that Jesus would make His arrival in Jerusalem, I was intrigued since the prophecy had been written hundreds of years earlier. When I examined it, I was amazed. A visitor to my college gave a presentation on the predictions about Jesus in the old testament followed by the fulfilment of those predictions. Jesus, the man, fulfilled them all to a T. The presenter showed the mathematical impossibility of any particular man fulfilling every one - It was astounding. And still I did not accept Christ for a few years until my sister witnessed to me. After I accepted Christ, my life changed. I witnessed supernatural changes in my behavior, attitude, and events in my life. I can't ever go back to not believing based on 27 miraculous and blessed years living as a Christian. Anyway, since I have been where you are - I'd ask you to do one thing - Truly examine yourself and ask why it hurts and angers you so much what Christians think as compared to what muslims or buddhist or vegans or whatever think.