“To all my ‘conspiracy theorist’ friends out there who know what’s really going on and needs to hear this… Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.
Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.
If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.
No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had, but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE. The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught - ALL LIES.
Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.
With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving for our children, knowing all too well the broken world they are inheriting. Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”.
Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses, but for many of you, your very own family and friends too.
Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by. Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.
Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see. Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.
Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone. There is no way to sugar coat it, awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions.
You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.
Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world.
Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you. We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit.”
Thank you thank you for sharing! I so needed this today!
I was lucky that my husband and daughters also bought into Q via the Q Proofs video. So I have been able to talk with them. But they are impatient and the daughters are not sure it will happen.
The rest of the family acted like I sprouted horns and talked tongues. I have one sister and our relationship is now strained. My mother woke up to much of what I was saying but she is not totally red-pilled yet. But she she now knows that “conspiracy theorists” are some of the best-researched people around. I also believe that God placed a conservative neighbor strategically to help educate her and give her a needed friend as she lost all of her liberal friends.
My stepmother now picks my brain about what is happening. She has deep faith and believes God will win. My father is still not a believer that anything will get fixed. I worry about what it will do to him when he finds out he was ruined by a war (Vietnam) that was created to enrich evil elites. It took him years to recover from what he saw there and I pray that the truth doesn’t unravel that progress.
And my in-laws - another set of problems. FIL and SIL think we are in a cult and crazy for not getting vaccinated.
This has been one of the darkest times in my life trying to navigate all the friend losses. But I have found out who my true friends are and fortunately I am an introvert and don’t need many.