Yes, your sacrifice and dedication are "worth it". Never look back at what you did, unless you can learn from the experience. Look forward and remember to think before you act or say anything. And what is important to you personally? Think about that.
As a father and a Christian father at that, there's nothing more important than raising your kids. Period. You don't have to be on the front lines. Be content in the role God has given to you. You might not move mountains and change the whole world but that's not what determines someone's worth or the extent of their love for God. I would HIGHLY RECOMMEND smoothing things over with your family because we as Christian men are supposed to be an example towards others on how we should act. And Christ is the example we as men should follow on how to act. Throwing your family away because "they're satanists" is the wrong attitude. Love is greatest of all. And it's your DUTY as a parent to pass on the word of God to your children with love and kindness and humility, not go nuclear and cut them out completely. All you're doing is turning them away from God with your actions because then they think that's how all christians act. Quit moping and do something about it. Pray hard and pray often
Yes, your sacrifice and dedication are "worth it". Never look back at what you did, unless you can learn from the experience. Look forward and remember to think before you act or say anything. And what is important to you personally? Think about that.
Dont feed the trolls
As a father and a Christian father at that, there's nothing more important than raising your kids. Period. You don't have to be on the front lines. Be content in the role God has given to you. You might not move mountains and change the whole world but that's not what determines someone's worth or the extent of their love for God. I would HIGHLY RECOMMEND smoothing things over with your family because we as Christian men are supposed to be an example towards others on how we should act. And Christ is the example we as men should follow on how to act. Throwing your family away because "they're satanists" is the wrong attitude. Love is greatest of all. And it's your DUTY as a parent to pass on the word of God to your children with love and kindness and humility, not go nuclear and cut them out completely. All you're doing is turning them away from God with your actions because then they think that's how all christians act. Quit moping and do something about it. Pray hard and pray often