Totally get what you said ..it was as if I wrote ..while trying to explain most people say they all hurt when loosing ..No , I’ve lost several and yes it’s excruciating, however my boy Mattie was different , I’ll never be able to explain , perhaps because he loved me more than I loved him if that is possible ..I’ll actually never get bother as I’ve had many but this Laos was to much to bare. I’ll always rescue a dog in need find good homes for etc but as far as keep f..never it was to much and my heart is still so broke ..thank you for getting it , most don’t understand !
I'm so sorry, NSB. I had a hunch this was one of those situations. They give us everything they've got, every bit of love in their little bodies every single day. And then we're given the awful responsibility of deciding when they leave us.
There is an innocence and purity to them that in some ways makes their loss more tragic than that of a fellow human.
I'm so sorry, NSB. If you ever need to vent or a virtual shoulder to cry on, don't hesitate to send me a PM.
Thank you so much , yes just writing this I need to shake my eyes so to speak to keep them from welling up ..I was pretty gutted for awhile, it’s been a couple months so the waves of horrifying sadness aren’t as constant as they were , but still very fresh. It was agonizing , he got ill , long story , and within in weeks , my precious boy who took mountain hikes with me everyday could barely make it around the block. I had the dr come here ..anyway yes I totally feel the same way as far as more tragic! Way more tragic! I loved him so much ..I’ll end there as I honestly can no longer see what I’m writing ) thank you so much
Totally get what you said ..it was as if I wrote ..while trying to explain most people say they all hurt when loosing ..No , I’ve lost several and yes it’s excruciating, however my boy Mattie was different , I’ll never be able to explain , perhaps because he loved me more than I loved him if that is possible ..I’ll actually never get bother as I’ve had many but this Laos was to much to bare. I’ll always rescue a dog in need find good homes for etc but as far as keep f..never it was to much and my heart is still so broke ..thank you for getting it , most don’t understand !
I'm so sorry, NSB. I had a hunch this was one of those situations. They give us everything they've got, every bit of love in their little bodies every single day. And then we're given the awful responsibility of deciding when they leave us.
There is an innocence and purity to them that in some ways makes their loss more tragic than that of a fellow human.
I'm so sorry, NSB. If you ever need to vent or a virtual shoulder to cry on, don't hesitate to send me a PM.
Thank you so much , yes just writing this I need to shake my eyes so to speak to keep them from welling up ..I was pretty gutted for awhile, it’s been a couple months so the waves of horrifying sadness aren’t as constant as they were , but still very fresh. It was agonizing , he got ill , long story , and within in weeks , my precious boy who took mountain hikes with me everyday could barely make it around the block. I had the dr come here ..anyway yes I totally feel the same way as far as more tragic! Way more tragic! I loved him so much ..I’ll end there as I honestly can no longer see what I’m writing ) thank you so much