All these "I'm gonna lose my job, what do I do" posts are useless, if not just glowie demoralization.
Here's the deal:
The medical industry, the entertainment industry, the cosmetic industry, the retail industry, etc... -- all of them are a farce.
They are based on lies told to people to sell things people don't need. What's worse is that some actively lobby to craft an artificial ecosystem that requires their snake oil to survive, thereby making us slaves to THEIR systems.
All your degrees and certificates are just wood pulp saying you're a loyal slave. It says nothing of your ability to perform the job; a shitty doctor is still a shitty doctor regardless of degree.
If your job is mandating you kill yourself by injecting venom, it won't be the last time they pull that trick. By giving in, you're just moving the goalpost for them. They'll ask you to do it again, and again, and again; until you're dead.
In reality, your job is already gone. The world we're headed towards, no matter which side wins, already deems you obsolete. If you weren't "essential" AKA "exempt" you're already first on the chopping block for the depopulation effort.
Technology is so stunted, so controlled, and so corrupt that the "skills" you think you have are woefully depreciated.
The only ability that matters is the ability to learn. Not memorize, but learn. Once you've mastered the ability to learn, there's nothing you're not qualified for.
If they take you to that line, and you get fired, then take the time to learn how to learn. It'll be the most valuable thing you could possibly do.
It's pretty hard to learn how to think past a certain, fairly young age. Most alive today have missed the chance.
Hard but not impossible.
The burden of time is in not spending it wisely.
If you've not yet learned how to learn, it's harder accomplish, yes, but that's just the natural way of things.
If you could put off doing all the important things in life without repercussions, then everyone would procrastinate indefinitely.
Just because it's harder for you to do something compared to another, doesn't mean it isn't worth the effort. Don't compare yourself to others.
It is your life, and if you want to do something don't assume your own self-improvement is not worth the effort. God loves you too much for that.