Yes. Seething is the correct term. Like I know there's a corner to turn that I'd be able to express it all, but it'd be 100% wrong to do so, but the human side craves an outlet for the righteous anger towards the evil people who have been hurting humanity. I want to gather up everyone who's been hurt and who's let themselves be hurt, and just shake them into knowing what I know and then make them whole and unhurt and free.
But it's not my place and it's not time to be the shepherd yet. I have to wait until they wake up on their own. Then, praise God, I can help them along. Until then, I'm praying for patience and for God to make me better and to keep teaching me, and that He'd send me where I need to go and slap me if I miss the signal.
Yes. Seething is the correct term. Like I know there's a corner to turn that I'd be able to express it all, but it'd be 100% wrong to do so, but the human side craves an outlet for the righteous anger towards the evil people who have been hurting humanity. I want to gather up everyone who's been hurt and who's let themselves be hurt, and just shake them into knowing what I know and then make them whole and unhurt and free.
But it's not my place and it's not time to be the shepherd yet. I have to wait until they wake up on their own. Then, praise God, I can help them along. Until then, I'm praying for patience and for God to make me better and to keep teaching me, and that He'd send me where I need to go and slap me if I miss the signal.
I have that same fear, but I trust in 'the slap' too :)