Good for you, that's a good place to be. For the record, we don't necessarily claim that it's "flat" per se, but rather, that we're DEFINITELY NOT standing on a spinning ball going 1000 MPH, while simultaneously circling around the sun at 66,000 MPH, while simultaneously circling the Milky Way galaxy at 500,000 MPH, while simultaneously rocketing through the universe at 3-4Million MPH following the initial explosion of the Big Bang moment. All of these claims are verifiable ludicrous and utterly impossible.

Take your time and do your research when you feel inspired. You'll find the physics don't work, and within every mathematical equation you think is irrefutable, you'll find an ASSUMPTION has been made about something to "make it work". Like the ASSUMPTION that Venus is roughly the same size as Earth. Our astrophysicists did just this to calculate the size of the sun and our distance form it. But who's to say that Venus isn't the size of a basketball? Nobody has been there, therefore, nobody knows.

And agreed, it's a most humbling experience when you finally realize how badly you've been duped. Both embarrassing and funny simultaneously when you come to realize how UTTERLY RIDICULOUS the globe model really is.

Good luck!

P.S. Add to the above, that "gravity" doesn't exist --- as a "force" that is. The "effect" is obvious and real, but the "cause" has never been identified, even to this day. Physicists literally have ZERO IDEA as to what gravity is. A particle? A field? A wave? Crickets. Why? Because there's no such FORCE known as "gravity". This alone utterly destroys the globe model. Keep in mind, the astrophysicists had to INVENT "dark matter" and "dark energy", comprising 95% of all the "stuff" that makes up the "universe" to keep the globe/gravity lie alive. Gravity is nothing but a theory. Dark energy is nothing but a theory. Dark matter is nothing but a theory. Take away the theories, and the truth becomes self-evident!