Holy Shit 😳

We was both 12. She was beautiful. Blonde hair blue eyes taller than me. Grew up together. She was the only girl in our crew of low class rough ass kids. She could run with the idiots and we kicked eachother in the knees until we just had to start holding hands. Her pill head mother's pedo bf took her when she broke up with him, kept her in the woods for days. Chopped her up. They only found her skull. Us kids knew what was going on for years but we all had so much of the same done to us we thought that this is what kids are supposed to go through. We didn't say shit we didn't kill him like we wanted to. We pussied out. My father taught me since I was 4 that if I run into a pedo you find a gun and kill him. I already knew what to do to him and I fail her and myself and my father. He still knows i was not man enough to do what HAD to be done.

Nothing makes you the nicest funniest most friendly mf in school. Respectful to my teachers. Involved with all types of school functions. Voted prez of Stop the violence in my chapter.. Because with something that powerful amongst the innocent, better be on your best behavior and LET SHIT SLIDE. The common bully or aggressive gangster wanna be, let em be kids, sure I've been jumped, I got in some fights hell yeah and kick some ass. It's killers and pedos i was waiting for. Luckily my school never was hit and I never came across a situation meriting it, like a kidnapping, rape, or pedo.

I grew up on books movies and games of heroes. Zelda, Neverending Story type shit there's nothing I've looked harder for than the moment I become necessary. I missed a chance when I was young never will I miss a chance again.

And where did 12 year old you GET a gun?