My relationship with Jesus was connected on the level of true love, throughout all this. I had been coming around these past 2 years, it’s sometimes hard to tell when the straw broke my back...but disappointment in my plan vs Gods plan was a key factor. I talked so much, about what was going on, white hats, black hats. I’ve looked like a fool to friends and family. I do know there is a plan..it’s Gods plan. I do feel “stuff” is habbenings. I do know my prayers are the most powerful thing I can do to help. I also feel like a lot of people are coming to God. And I believe they are here to stay forever.

Perhaps this is part of the plan? All this is good vs evil. Always has been. God is real. Satan is real. These habbenings are real. God will win. I’ve already won the war, personally. But I worry for many of my brothers and sisters. I see hate flowing like a river through good folks. Hate is the devils weapon. I feel it the most effective one against us. We can win these battles, with Love in our hearts. If the end result is cheering the death and destruction of evil doers, we lose. That’s hate. Jesus is love. Gods justice is the only justice. I pray that our brothers and sisters, deceived by Satan wake up. Repent, and come back to Jesus. That’s winning. The end won’t be for everyone. We will lose some. But we have to try. Pray.