Her post from 2 weeks later

It’s been about 2 weeks since my surgery and I didn’t think it would take this much of a toll on me but it has. I been feeling so depressed. I have to live with the fact that I chose what the father wanted instead of what I wanted. I can’t even be around my family for the holidays because nobody knows and I can’t just pretend like everything’s okay so I’ll just rather be alone. I feel like a part of me died that day. I need advice on how I can get through this.