As I have said before you do not need to have violence or a gun to your head to force you to do something. The feds banned me from travel I guess I could drive for work both ways it would only be a two day drive each way and two ferries. The provincial gov mandated no shot no job and my company sent a notice that following the law I would be terminated by xx date. Ok so Yes I could have said no and moved the family into the SUV and parked down by the river. So yea you are right I did have a choice I did make it freely. You are correct that I should have stood up, had a backbone and said no. It was 100% my choice. The thing is I would not have enough money to keep running the engine for heat, But we do have blankets so I think we could get by. We could shit by the bush and get toilet paper from the gas station toilet. Washing clothes in the river, well the wife would just have to adjust. And my kids One could have the back seat and one the trunk.

Shit I fucked up, I had an option. No one forced me. I see the error of my ways shit I fucked up.