Hey man everyone struggles and needs a little help. There's no shame in that. God led us together on this forum for a reason, maybe this was it. It's good to be healthy and good looking, so praise God for that!! But never forget that the devil preys on our insecurities, fears, etc. to bring us as far away from God as possible. He's hoarding souls out of spite for us and for God any way he can. God is your reason to push on. The promise of eternal life in perfect bodies in a perfect Kingdom of God is more than worth the effort and struggles we face in this temporary world. Everything you see will pass, and be replaced with everlasting light from our Lord. And so far God's track record is stellar. I'd place my bets on Him lol