Totally understand why you would feel this way. We all are born plugged into the matrix and we look at the world and try to figure out reality based on how we have been taught what reality is. It's what you read in the headlines. It's what your friends talk about. It's what your professors, or experts or whoever else tells you what it is.

Of course when you look at the world through this belief system, it clearly looks like we are losing. Yes, there is another way of looking at this world. It's looking past the constructs of the matrix and seeing the reality. You need that one glitch in the matrix that makes you want to see behind the illusions.

You have to feel that NEED badly. Until then you cannot see past it. Each person finds this need in a different way. Some saw it after JFK was assassinated and we were all told it was one crazy lone gunman. That there was no conspiracy to kill him.

Others woke up after watching all the wars that kept breaking out throughout the century that never made any sense whatsoever.

Yet others woke up when they watched a bunch of hijackers who had learnt flying for a few months, flew jetliners precisely into two towers. Or when the BBC news casters seemed to know that building 7 was going to collapse even before it did.

In the last couple years the glitches have accellerated. The BLM, Antifa, Covid, Mask/Nomask, No-Vaccines/Yes-Vaccines, Censorship of everything, Fed printing trillions and no economist seems to understand whats going on, and so on and on and on.

For some the matrix is really strong and they will never wake up until something hits them in the face. When you do wake up and you feel that NEED to learn the truth about our world so badly, then you will understand nothing is as it seems, and what you call losing is actually winning on the biggest scale ever.