Carfentanyl. And yes that stuff is strong. I used to be super addicted to this vapeable e juice product that was made with carfentanyl ordered from China off the dark web.
It was soooo strong and unbelievably euphoric... I would just lay on my beanbag chair rewatching the Fresh Prince of Bel Air while nodding off for hours and days on end and drooling on myself lmao. It was the most artificial happiness one could ever experience lol.
But my God it was hell to come off of it. It was almost impossible to physically get out of bed in the morning without hitting my vape for at least 30 minutes.
Zero energy or motivation to do anything without it and after a while, the euphoria faded away and I was only doing it to be able to function and not be sick.
Opiate addiction is a different kind of devil I would never wish on anyone. So glad those days are long behind me now at least. Thanks to God.
Thank you. After going through opiate addiction for 5 years, the idea of having to be afraid of the covid virus was laughable to me.
Ive often felt like my immune system bounced back 100x after 5 years of intentionally suppressing it with substance abuse. Before I started I would only get sick every 4 to 5 years.
Dealing with opiate addiction meant a guaranteed sickness was coming every 8 to 10 hours and would progressively increase every minute until I took my next dose.
Just being able to wake up normally, energized and not in a panicked, anxious desperation as I poured sweat from every pore of my body, is something I'll never again take for granted.
Let’s also not forget Carphentanyl
Carfentanyl. And yes that stuff is strong. I used to be super addicted to this vapeable e juice product that was made with carfentanyl ordered from China off the dark web.
It was soooo strong and unbelievably euphoric... I would just lay on my beanbag chair rewatching the Fresh Prince of Bel Air while nodding off for hours and days on end and drooling on myself lmao. It was the most artificial happiness one could ever experience lol.
But my God it was hell to come off of it. It was almost impossible to physically get out of bed in the morning without hitting my vape for at least 30 minutes.
Zero energy or motivation to do anything without it and after a while, the euphoria faded away and I was only doing it to be able to function and not be sick.
Opiate addiction is a different kind of devil I would never wish on anyone. So glad those days are long behind me now at least. Thanks to God.
You did have a miracle occur in your life! My son did not ,but demons are gone from him as well I pray.
Congratulations doesn't even touch it Fren, more like Glory Hallelujah. So happy you no longer have that demon on your back!
Thank you. After going through opiate addiction for 5 years, the idea of having to be afraid of the covid virus was laughable to me.
Ive often felt like my immune system bounced back 100x after 5 years of intentionally suppressing it with substance abuse. Before I started I would only get sick every 4 to 5 years.
Dealing with opiate addiction meant a guaranteed sickness was coming every 8 to 10 hours and would progressively increase every minute until I took my next dose.
Just being able to wake up normally, energized and not in a panicked, anxious desperation as I poured sweat from every pore of my body, is something I'll never again take for granted.
Praise God for your recovery! What a testimony.
Just looked this up, it is even scarier. Lord, deliver us!