Totally relate fren.

I fought my own and everyone else's battles in the past to no thanks. Now it's the psychic and spiritual battlefield.

"Maybe I'm just like my father - too bold." "Maybe you're just like my mother - she's never satisfied."

This is what it takes to make Doves cry. It also produces little purple princes.

DaVinci hints at a solution in his painting of the Last Supper. Suggesting that the chrism is a solution of two principles into one. red/blue leaning left/right John as Feminine Principle.

Like the samurai maybe........fierce warrior with a penchant for artful things.

Sounds like you're on the right track, but are also a victim the unresolved dualism that exists in the whole idea of the sexes.

The Cabal knows, but the solution is "going to-and-fro" between both or an artificial blending of outer features. The opposite of the actual solution. But they know that too. Thanks for the excellent response. Keep up the good fight.