Me, tired from years of weaponized autism, watching @q have beers with @Kash:
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I've noticed a trend with almost every anon on THIS particular board, that we have ALL been blacksheep throughout all of our lives.
Now I'm not one to claim I'm (currently) anyone special in any way besides cheating death countless times, but I certainly have always been the odd one out with many talents that often go unused as well as a unique perception about how the world works that many others don't seem to be able to see.
I have faith I'll find my niche someday. For now I'm just putting one foot in front of the other and trying to enjoy my life.
interesting comment about being "blacksheep" throughout our lives, and i can certainly relate to that, as in being a trailblazer rather than a following a worn path...i think most people do not truly understand how deeply we see/assess things, being able to "see around corners" for what's coming next, metaphorically... have faith, friend, i believe your NICHE will find YOU...God bless, hang on and never let go!
Thank you friend. It can be very easy to feel discouraged when I see so many of my peers (I'm in my late 20s) posting on social media about their new careers, marriages, or a new house they just moved into.
Meanwhile, I finally beat my opiate and xanax addiction about 18 months ago, am living in an apartment, and most of the numerous amounts of "friends", who used to support me unquestionably, now condemn me for "betraying" their righteous liberal causes and becoming an anti vax, Trump supporter.
I can count on one hand how many of those friends still chose to have my back despite my newfound 180 turn on my political stance. Lol I guess it's kind of cool that two of them are gorgeous women who've always been unquestionably loyal to me and although our relationship strictly platonic, theres always existed an undeniable sexual tension between us.
It truly is a special thing that these two stuck around the way they did despite completely disagreeing with my political viewpoints. Definitely women worth keeping in my life, even if they end up marrying and all intimate prospects disappear. That type of loyalty is practically unheard of in this day and age.
Stop being such a b**** and make a move if he got two women that are sticking around you and you think that there's some kind of tension.
Believe it or not look up pick up artistry but specifically the brand that is sold by types like "mistery". Dudes an autistic Savant of picking up women.
It's all about getting comfortable in your environment and with yourself and learning how to talk to women in ways that they actually respond to and how to escalate physical contact in ways that won't creep them out.
Basically a how-to of how to pick up normal women for autistic men.
Worked for me I only had to practice for like 6 months before I picked up a mate pairing and another year before I secured it with marriage. Although I may not have anything to do with it because the girl I ended up picking up at the bar has written evidence that she decided to marry me 5 years before I picked her up...
Lol chill out man. I read "The Mystery Method", when I was 17. And Neil Strauss's "The Game", was an enormous inspiration for me and I was a part of the PUA community for just a few years before I "cracked the code", and got laid more times in college than 3 average guys do their entire lives.
And after about the #20th chick, you inevitably have the realization that temporary one night stands begin to feel meaningless and like a guilty drug addiction. At least for me, it steered me towards embracing monogamy much more than I have before. I got enough action by this age for me to never really have to be concerned about stroking my ego by racking higher numbers, although if opportunity knocks, I'm certainly going to answer it and my natural degenerate tendencies will take over lol
TLDR: I'm glad someone else knows about the old school PUA community here, but with the two chicks I referred to, one of them lives a few states away now and is dating a chick whos also a good friend, and the other one is an hour away but sadly she's fully brainwashed by leftism and has a mother whose a nurse so she's fully invested in the covid propoganda.
Honestly it's astounding she still considers me such a valuable person in her life, despite the fact that we are on completely opposite sides in the culture war and sociopolitical ongoing.
I look forward to the day she finally realizes the truth existed as I've seen it. She's going to have an enormously hard time when she realizes all of her life's medical ailments (allergies & cyclical vomiting syndrome & PTSD), not only had effective treatments, but many were intentionally afflicted on her by the very public health system she was so fully invested in to defend.
But Cest La Vie
Are you me?
God bless you, fren.
In a way, yes my fren. I am you and you are me. Just different expressions of consciousness manifested at different times, to different families and subjected to different stimuli :)
It's a pleasure to meet you, me. Kek
Yes. Oh the joy this board gives me knowing others are out there that know these deep truths. You = me = we = one
On another note, how does one know they are autistic? Never been checked, although I've always known my thought processes were/are different then those around me an find comfort being around others who later tell me they're autistic.
You pay $3,000 to a psychologist who evaluates autism in adults and read the diagnosis.
In my case that led to a diagnosis of level 2 autism which is a indicator that I need significant support to thrive in complex social environments.
Also in my case I have a better working memory than 89% of the population while I'm having withdrawals from chronically smoking pot.
I have near eidetic memory when I'm paying attention.
The other thing they found while they were testing me is that the part of my brain that processes emotional information doesn't seem to work right or I can turn it off.
The psychologist who saw me said that in his 30 years of practice he has never seen somebody process information in the same way as I have, even as somebody specializing in autism.
The younger psychologist who was helping with the evaluation was trying to give me the name of neurological researchers because he wanted me to go be a lab rat.
All I wanted to know was whether or not I was autistic because I related to a video on YouTube about what it's like to live with autism for women who are about 30 years old even though I'm a guy.
I imagine there's some kind of diagnostic medical test that evaluates your level of characteristics that would place you on the spectrum.
I don't believe myself to be autistic, but I've always had a unique personality type that allowed me to really excel at making friends with people from all different types of backgrounds and personalities.
It definitely made things complex in college though when it came to joining a fraternity. Since I was friends with the jocks AND the nerds and everyone in between, I was put into a position where no matter what fraternity I decided to join, the groups I didn't join would feel betrayed.
I ended up joining the fraternity that was already kicked off campus and known for being dark people who listened to country music, were homophobic, worked out, drank heavily, abused drugs and had multiple sexual partners, kek.
It was only reasonably that they were who I gravitated towards haha. That was my first experience with how tribalist people could be with each other. But I'm convinced if I had a few more years, I would have succeeded in bridging those gaps between many of the groups.
Lol🐸
Heh love you FGM. You're my favorite anonymous girly friend hands down ☺️
YOU'RE not the blacksheep, everyone else is. You're the actual shepherd.