In all honesty I couldn’t make myself look at all that I found of the horrors, i would not have been able to, it was to say the least being a good person, and a mother like I’d been thrown in hell. I looked at what I could and it was of a horror I have never seen and I don’t wish to ever again .. it changes you, just like people who come back from war, I can’t relate to war however seeing some of this the evil is exactly why God is here now.
I’m sorry that you do, I hope you get better in time, mine is more I haven’t been able to sleep very well, some times I get to but not often. My husband would find me very upset crying after researching and get mad, wanted me to stop but I didn’t. I told him in small portions what I found but I never let him see the worst of it, he was shocked at what I’ve shared he understands there’s more lots more but not all of it. The truth It has to be in small doses.
If it makes you feel better, my wife is fully Awake and, in her own way, moreso than I. She's brilliant and tough as nails. Beautiful too. But I still haven't spoiled her innocence with regards to reading panda related storybooks to our child. WWG1WGA
In all honesty I couldn’t make myself look at all that I found of the horrors, i would not have been able to, it was to say the least being a good person, and a mother like I’d been thrown in hell. I looked at what I could and it was of a horror I have never seen and I don’t wish to ever again .. it changes you, just like people who come back from war, I can’t relate to war however seeing some of this the evil is exactly why God is here now.
Well stated! It changed me, too. I have PTSD from what little I did manage to see.
I’m sorry that you do, I hope you get better in time, mine is more I haven’t been able to sleep very well, some times I get to but not often. My husband would find me very upset crying after researching and get mad, wanted me to stop but I didn’t. I told him in small portions what I found but I never let him see the worst of it, he was shocked at what I’ve shared he understands there’s more lots more but not all of it. The truth It has to be in small doses.
If it makes you feel better, my wife is fully Awake and, in her own way, moreso than I. She's brilliant and tough as nails. Beautiful too. But I still haven't spoiled her innocence with regards to reading panda related storybooks to our child. WWG1WGA