You seem very educated. This isn’t something I’d like to share but it’s got to the point of no return. I was prescribed kpins for 2 years when I worked in Boston. (I know liberal city) I moved back to my home state and only had what I left the state of Mass. with. Thinking I could always call or video call and get a new prescription. Problem is, she said she needs to have me in her office to prescribe me more. This terrifies me. I know benzo wd can kill people. I been prolonging what I had for the longest time. I’m tired of being scared. It’s so hard because I work so much but I been trying to find a doctor who will hopefully understand my situation. A lot of people think, work out or run or, think of the ocean and you’ll feel better. I believe it works but not for people who have been prescribed it for years. Im afraid of death. This is the first post I’m ever actually talking about it. I don’t have new insurance in this state yet, but I do plan on getting it soon. I was hoping to find something otc that could replicate kpins and enter my gaba receptors because I always had anxiety even growing up as a kid. People mistook me for being nervous when in reality, it was more of a panic, super anxiety. Which only progressed with the help of GNC… I’m just trying to look for answers. Anything helps.