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What is the significance of the missing phallus? A modern day Osiris is going to be a woman?
Not 100% sure cuz it's been awhile since I've read up on Osiris. But it has something to do with sex magic. Isis made Osiris a new penis out of gold if memory serves me correctly. But a good dig into the connection of Osiris/isis/Horus and nimrod/his mother wife (yes you read that correctly) will blow your mind away. Everything going on in the background related to the occult makes so much more sense when you realize it's literally the oldest cult in the world, repackaged for every new age/empire.
Sounds fascinating. I'll have to dig into that story. Egyptology has always been a huge fascination for me. I used to wear a gold Eye of Ra necklace for years.
I actually broke link to open and close it, accidentally around 2 months after I finally got sober right around December 2019.
I had it the entire 5 years I was hopelessly addicted and always thought it was a good luck charm that kept me protected from ever dying from an overdose, or getting robbed or arrested. So it had alot of sentimental value for me for a long time.
But for some reason, when it finally broke, something inside me told me that I was "freed". And I felt like it was best to finally be rid of it.
For perhaps it wasn't so much that it was protecting me from negativity, but instead ensuring that nothing happened to me that would ever allow me to break free from my vices on my own.
I'm not the type to believe in most superstitions, but after learning more about how much into the occult the Egyptians were, and how important symbology was too them, I'm compelled to believe there must be something more to it.
Oh magic and occultism are 100% real. Just not in the Harry Potter sort of way. Glad you got rid of the eye of ra fren! Definitely not a good luck charm if you did actually believe in a power coming from it. And that's the thing with magic, you have to believe it's real for it to work. You set yourself up as the 'god' of your own world, and through that, you can change your own reality. So magic and mysticism are inherently something apart from God, because you begin to believe you don't need Him for anything. That you can change reality on your own with your own power. It even flows into alchemy and the symbolism of the baphomet. Duality. Yin and yang, black and white, good and evil. As above, so below. In magic there's is no good and bad, only what works for you. Magic would have you believe God and the devil are two sides of the same coin. The same being. That's where the temptation is. Doesn't the devil want to be worshipped as God....? Doesn't the devil worship his own power above all things? And that's where magic leads in essence. The worship of your own power and rejecting the infinite power of God our creator in favor of your own. So yeah just a little tidbit of info I've researched into fren lol. Lots to take in
I can empathize with alot of what you're saying. Throughout my college years I got to experience wielding unbelievable amounts of power for the first time. Incredible social influence as I was the VP of my fraternity and also coordinated every house party as well as group social events with the other sororities at my school. I knew so many people and grew accustomed to random guys sucking up to me and being overly nice because they knew if they had my approval, they would be able to get invited to all the cool parties and private outings my club would coordinate throughout the year.
I had really pretty girls constantly asking their friends to introduce them to me because sometimes they'd be too intimidated to do so themselves. Even my female friends whom I'd remained platonic with for the entirety of our friendship, knew very well that being "just friends", with me was something that could change at any time, and for a few of them, DID end up changing, as I gracefully walked back and forth across the supposed "friendzone", at my own discretion.
I got into this 32k a year university on a full financial aid package as well as a scholarship that ensured I was paid around 2-3k EXTRA every semester. That money of which I would immediately buy a pound of weed with, and resell it in pieces over each month to effectively double my investment, and so I ALWAYS had absurd amounts of cash on hand to spend lavishly on drugs, alcohol and to bribe people to do favors for me (like cutting the line at a club or sneaking a VIP bracelet from one of the club promoters I knew personally)
I was getting everything i ever thought I wanted during these times. My ego grew to an incredible size, and I started to stray away from my humble roots as I began to view myself as a demigod of my own universe.
So it was to no surprise when what went up so high, began to eventually come back all the way down as my college years came to an end, and all the people who propped up the existence of my virtual "kingdom", suddenly all disappeared and scattered across the nation as they went on to the various grad schools and job opportunities that were lined up next in their respective life paths.
With time, I began to feel empty inside, and so I sought to fill that void, with artificial happiness obtained by incessant drug use. And inevitably, I began to self destruct as I retreated inwards, pushed away all the friends I had left and sought comfort within the deepest recesses of my mind, where while on drugs, I could continue having my own kingdom again and i could be happy, even though I knew it was no longer real...
Those were some dark times. I'm very fortunate to have had a family caring enough to intervene and pull me out of that hole I had dug myself into, regardless of how much I protested and insisted I didn't need anyone's help.
There are many lessons I took from that whole experience. And I'll always look at power in a completely different light, as I strive to take this newfound awareness of what great power did to me when I was younger, and ensure I handle it more responsibly whenever I encounter it again in the future.