This has been an odd feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks. I feel like I was "baptized" and born again, but I can never really pinpoint when it happened. Over time I lost identity of who I was growing up, as if the lockdowns completely erased all sense of who I was. I still have memories of my younger self of course, but now they don't really feel like they're my memories. A lot of my ambitions remain the same, but I still like there's a lot missing. Think of switching from Windows to Linux and you're still struggling to learn all the features. That's how, I guess, my soul feels.
Anyone else experiencing this? Is this supposed to be a good thing?
For me it’s the message or the words in music. When I was younger I listened to ICP and it’s VULGAR and full of profanity. Imagine 10 years later you’re talking to Jesus and the lyrics about murder and slaughter start running through your head. It’s not pleasant.
Romans 12:2 is what I use to combat those thoughts.
I See Pee is trash man. You should listen to Iron Maiden.