This has been an odd feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks. I feel like I was "baptized" and born again, but I can never really pinpoint when it happened. Over time I lost identity of who I was growing up, as if the lockdowns completely erased all sense of who I was. I still have memories of my younger self of course, but now they don't really feel like they're my memories. A lot of my ambitions remain the same, but I still like there's a lot missing. Think of switching from Windows to Linux and you're still struggling to learn all the features. That's how, I guess, my soul feels.
Anyone else experiencing this? Is this supposed to be a good thing?
Actually, it was Graham Hancock and Brian Muraresku being interviewed by Joe Rogan where I first heard of the theory. Brian Muraresku does a fantastic deep-dive on it. I highly recommend checking him out. Beware, the initial theory/book “Jesus was a Mushroom” was posed back in 1970 by Allegro and has for the most part been discredited. However, Brian provides a new and interesting perspective that I found fascinating.