I am burnt out both from this and my professional life at the moment. I have been awake for a long time and since I was 17 years old. Ron Paul started my awakening process.
Anyways I am worn out from feeling like my life is on hold from all of this (feeling like there is little point in making goals if the economy is going to tank super hard). My dream has always been to open a business with my Dad but with inflation and the dollar tanking it just seems like a bad idea at the moment. I am also tired of the grifters and what not saying they have information then being full of shit aka the “two more weeks” meme. I normally don’t listen to them but even some people like Don JR have done this.
Also I want to work on my anger and resentment towards normies. How do some of you over come this? My problem is that I have no perspective of what it’s like to be asleep as I have been awake my whole adult life. I also live in the Seattle/King County area and see triple vaxxed people walking around the dog park by themselves with a mask on. LA, SF, NYC, Portland, Toronto etc. frens know what I am talking about. My main frustration with normies is I truly don’t get how they don’t think something is wrong? Like to me it’s so obvious so if someone on here who woke up later in life could give me som perspective that would be great.
I have called leftists orcs, servants of darkness etc. and I would like to be more like Christ and learn how to pray for my enemies and not let my anger over take me.
Also holding the line in the Seattle area took a psychological toll on me. Not being able to go to the gym, go out with friends and watching my family and friends get picked off one by one by vax mandates/peer pressure was hard. Like many of you I lost family cause of my vax stance. Only my brother and I held the line. So I also worry I am going to lose someone close due to something vax related. And if the worst theories are true he’s the only one I will have left.
Anyways in the meantime I am going to take a period of sobriety, focus on my health, my bible and take a break from GAW and X22 unless something major actually happens. Dave and people on here keep saying people are waking up but I don’t see it at all. I just see normies blowing wherever the wind blows. So I just get worn out from being told people are waking up but not actually seeing it.
Also thinking I need to get away from Seattle leftists and the cold weather so I am planning to book a trip to Florida. So if Florida frens could tell me some cool places to go that aren’t swamped by tourists or leftists that would be great. I know I just said I am going to take a period of sobriety but the only thing I want to do right now is drink a Margarita on a warm beach, listen to the ocean and feel the warmth of the sun.
I also welcome any general advice on how to deal with burnt out. Thank you.
I have to believe that people having delicate info have been purposely put on hold for timing purposes, with exception of the obvious grifters. Always remember (especially in this economy) to be careful where your money goes.
Anger towards normies. I present a case to you, in that, will your anger wake them up or keep them asleep? People are waking up all the time but each at their own specific time. We're not all on the same timeline. I was politically asleep until Trump 2016 because I felt both sides were fake (which wasn't necessarily wrong), and did not really wake up until 2021, and it was more of a slow realization, if you were to dump me here circa 2018, I would have been lost. What really turned me on to GAW was the hope of what is to come. It harkens to that of biblical faith. Living in certain areas of the country (I'm in NH, so similar), it can be tough, but know that the entire country is not like WA and New England. Even San Diego (work trip) was more based than many places in NH.
Pray for the lost souls of those who blind their own eyes. Answer their questions with crumbs of truth, let them discover on their own. You can never argue some one to your point of view.
Romans 15 talks about the weaker and stronger brother. Fren, you are that stronger brother. It is up to you to help them in their weakness. They may have faltered, but they are not all lost. Even if you know no one without the "vax" it does not matter. You don't need to harass them about it, for if they fall soon, what good will that fighting have been? When they keep getting sick, some will at some point ask how you've not been sick, or as sickly as they have. Many on this board have speculated cures for the vaxxed, may be worth having a number of them in your back pocket. My personal take is to tell them to go carnivore.
Breaks can be good for you especially if it becomes too much. I feel that same feeling. Unfortunately, things are heating up with RU and UA so that portion may not be available when we get blasted with it from other sources (literally everywhere). I come to de-stress. Knowing the good that will come will pacify your racing thoughts. The evil of this world want you to be anxious. What is one of God and his angels' favorite sentences to mankind? Do not be afraid.
Not a Floridian, but avoid Tampa and Orlando at least. Any beach that you've heard of from across the country will be a tourist trap. Find one you have never heard of. Ask a local.
God bless, my fren.