I am burnt out both from this and my professional life at the moment. I have been awake for a long time and since I was 17 years old. Ron Paul started my awakening process.
Anyways I am worn out from feeling like my life is on hold from all of this (feeling like there is little point in making goals if the economy is going to tank super hard). My dream has always been to open a business with my Dad but with inflation and the dollar tanking it just seems like a bad idea at the moment. I am also tired of the grifters and what not saying they have information then being full of shit aka the “two more weeks” meme. I normally don’t listen to them but even some people like Don JR have done this.
Also I want to work on my anger and resentment towards normies. How do some of you over come this? My problem is that I have no perspective of what it’s like to be asleep as I have been awake my whole adult life. I also live in the Seattle/King County area and see triple vaxxed people walking around the dog park by themselves with a mask on. LA, SF, NYC, Portland, Toronto etc. frens know what I am talking about. My main frustration with normies is I truly don’t get how they don’t think something is wrong? Like to me it’s so obvious so if someone on here who woke up later in life could give me som perspective that would be great.
I have called leftists orcs, servants of darkness etc. and I would like to be more like Christ and learn how to pray for my enemies and not let my anger over take me.
Also holding the line in the Seattle area took a psychological toll on me. Not being able to go to the gym, go out with friends and watching my family and friends get picked off one by one by vax mandates/peer pressure was hard. Like many of you I lost family cause of my vax stance. Only my brother and I held the line. So I also worry I am going to lose someone close due to something vax related. And if the worst theories are true he’s the only one I will have left.
Anyways in the meantime I am going to take a period of sobriety, focus on my health, my bible and take a break from GAW and X22 unless something major actually happens. Dave and people on here keep saying people are waking up but I don’t see it at all. I just see normies blowing wherever the wind blows. So I just get worn out from being told people are waking up but not actually seeing it.
Also thinking I need to get away from Seattle leftists and the cold weather so I am planning to book a trip to Florida. So if Florida frens could tell me some cool places to go that aren’t swamped by tourists or leftists that would be great. I know I just said I am going to take a period of sobriety but the only thing I want to do right now is drink a Margarita on a warm beach, listen to the ocean and feel the warmth of the sun.
I also welcome any general advice on how to deal with burnt out. Thank you.
Same situation, and can 1000% relate. I’m in NYC and it’s a huge eye roll for me every time X22 says “the people are waking up” because I’m surrounded by rabid lunatics and the brain dead normies who “trust the science” and are all triple jabbed.
There are more people still wearing masks walking around outside and in grocery stores than not - and indoor mask mandates were lifted about a month ago. An older woman wearing a mask literally waited for me to leave an aisle in the grocery store before she entered the aisle. THAT’S how insane and mentally unhinged these people are - and where I am, THEY outnumber healthy-minded individuals.
I feel like my life is on hold as well, and I no longer get excited about whatever happenings make the rounds with independent news sources. Because until the media are held to account and honest reporting of happenings start hitting mainstream news sources, normies are just going to continue on with their bread and circuses.
Taking a break is a good idea, and maybe you’ll find the inspiration to stop putting your life on hold. I now limit my X22 video watching to once a week, if that. I still watch Salty Cracker though, because it’s entertaining vs hopium. Part of the issue for me was constantly checking independent news sources expecting to see news that IT was about to happen, and when it didn’t it felt so deflating and hopeless.
I’ve also grown in my relationship with God and strive to release all my concerns to Him and need for control. I pray that we don’t end up 4 full years of this nightmare, but I’ve also accepted that it could happen. Releasing control and obsession is helping me to brace myself to be okay no matter how bad it gets, or how long we have to endure it.
I wish you well!
Bro I get it. Sometimes I don’t think some people on here who live in Florida or flyover country understand the hell people like us had to deal with lol. It was like Neo and Morphus in the Matrix every day. And on the random occasion I found someone who is based it was like a truly joyous moment.
Like surround are frens from Florida and flyover country with Portland rioters, Seattle tech workers and NYC limousine liberals and they would understand why I called these people orcs in the past.
And yeah when Dave says “people are waking up in droves” I roll my eyes and just want to yell at Dave to please go to Portland, Seattle, Boston, NYC, SF or LA.