I remember the first snowfall in Ohio, 3 am in the morning playing in the front yard trying to collect enough snow for a snowman, with the neighbors peeking out the windows in disbelief and disgust for those poor stupid southern fools, US.
Why Why Why would you live in the insane asylum?
It can be a fun place to visit, but I'd hate to live there.
Have you been a Philly Bee all your life?
I've seen some beautiful country in western Philly.
Yes, I have been here my whole life. I bought a house next door to my parents.. They made me afraid of the world but it was really them I feared most. My journey has been long and difficult.
I do have a craving to leave this area but my children are grown and I don't want to leave them. I feel like this is their time now and I've already stolen so much from them, fighting with my family or vice versa.
Pennsylvania is beautiful though. I only wish I had a woods to myself. Instead I walk down the river. I do love the history of this area and hope it can redeem itself.
It sounds to me that you are the rarest of rare, a battle scarred warrior with a soul still in tack.
Most with the will to fight back get consumed by the struggles, and what remains is a shattered, tattered fragment of a tainted soul lost in guilt and confusion.
While it's so cliché to say, it's the time in the furnace that tempers the steel of ones resolve. Most over look the twisted and warped souls that never make it to the finishing forge of form.
But those who do, those rare and precious few, are gifted with a eternal spring of courage and conviction that serves them endlessly in the pursue of truth and justice.
When ever I'm compelled to to seek the guidance of God, I often find him in nature, in the canvases of his creations, unspoiled by the hand of man. Whether it be rivers or woods, hollows or mountains it revitalizes and reminds me of what we fight for :-)
I like your way with words. It's a very romantic way to say it but yes, I've had some emotional problems, that I've worked through for the most part. Strangely enough I can look at the world objectively. In my own life I expect a little more emotion from those around me, which I never received. But it's OK. I have learned to stand alone and accept from myself what I can't get from others.
Maybe because I am lucky that I have always loved God. Bless my grandmother's heart for introducing us. I love to be in nature. Just my dog and I walking through the forest is enough for me now. I rest easy these days because my children made it through too.
Has your life been easy or difficult? You seem very intuitive. Was that a learned attribute or something you were born with?
Philly is a cesspool unfortunately. And you are fine, I don't take offense to much. As soon as you leave the city, it's completely different. I was contemplating the reasons why not long ago, I wonder if it's the Quaker influence in this area. I feel like a lot of this stuff I read about I never seen this area but it could be because I rarely leave the house nowadays lol.
Mild and short.
I remember the first snowfall in Ohio, 3 am in the morning playing in the front yard trying to collect enough snow for a snowman, with the neighbors peeking out the windows in disbelief and disgust for those poor stupid southern fools, US.
Why Why Why would you live in the insane asylum?
It can be a fun place to visit, but I'd hate to live there.
Have you been a Philly Bee all your life?
I've seen some beautiful country in western Philly.
Yes, I have been here my whole life. I bought a house next door to my parents.. They made me afraid of the world but it was really them I feared most. My journey has been long and difficult.
I do have a craving to leave this area but my children are grown and I don't want to leave them. I feel like this is their time now and I've already stolen so much from them, fighting with my family or vice versa.
Pennsylvania is beautiful though. I only wish I had a woods to myself. Instead I walk down the river. I do love the history of this area and hope it can redeem itself.
It sounds to me that you are the rarest of rare, a battle scarred warrior with a soul still in tack.
Most with the will to fight back get consumed by the struggles, and what remains is a shattered, tattered fragment of a tainted soul lost in guilt and confusion.
While it's so cliché to say, it's the time in the furnace that tempers the steel of ones resolve. Most over look the twisted and warped souls that never make it to the finishing forge of form.
But those who do, those rare and precious few, are gifted with a eternal spring of courage and conviction that serves them endlessly in the pursue of truth and justice.
When ever I'm compelled to to seek the guidance of God, I often find him in nature, in the canvases of his creations, unspoiled by the hand of man. Whether it be rivers or woods, hollows or mountains it revitalizes and reminds me of what we fight for :-)
Oh Brave Warrior
I like your way with words. It's a very romantic way to say it but yes, I've had some emotional problems, that I've worked through for the most part. Strangely enough I can look at the world objectively. In my own life I expect a little more emotion from those around me, which I never received. But it's OK. I have learned to stand alone and accept from myself what I can't get from others.
Maybe because I am lucky that I have always loved God. Bless my grandmother's heart for introducing us. I love to be in nature. Just my dog and I walking through the forest is enough for me now. I rest easy these days because my children made it through too.
Has your life been easy or difficult? You seem very intuitive. Was that a learned attribute or something you were born with?
My bad, I guess Penn. and Philly are NOT interchangeably, please do forgive the error of my ways, I promise never again. :-)
Philly is a cesspool unfortunately. And you are fine, I don't take offense to much. As soon as you leave the city, it's completely different. I was contemplating the reasons why not long ago, I wonder if it's the Quaker influence in this area. I feel like a lot of this stuff I read about I never seen this area but it could be because I rarely leave the house nowadays lol.