Always was a lie.... from the moment we decided to be "informed". Apple anyone?

Lot of anger in this post. I won't say it isn't justified. Their may never be a time on earth without these evils, I don't know.

The one thing I do know is, they have gotten us all angry and we throw our stones at eachother. They play on our emotions and our families emotions. I wanted suicide so badly... I felt just like this. What you have wrote here.

I was saved from myself friend and you can be too. This world is dark and morbid. We can chose to become that which we hate. Or we can fight back. Peace in your heart and steadfastness.

Many make the mistake of believing Christians are passive. That is beyond false. I have to place my hands on people all the time for being stupid. Yet I do so now without anger or judgements and am able to show mercy as the Lord showed mercy to me. I forgive them before I must act. Somehow, Noone gets hurt and I don't go to jail.

Without that peace I would have committed some vile aggressions at this point. I will pray for peace for you. I hope this finds you well. God bless.